Disclaimer: I do not own VA.
A/n: this is not a dimitri x rose. So please dimitri lovers, if you don't like it , then don't read it.
Prologue
I have never thought how it feels when your best friend spends more time with your lover than you. I never knew how it was to be ignored by my best friend for the only person I ever loved. Of course I knew I wasn't Lissa's first priority like she was mine. But after restoring love of my life from being a strigoi to a dhampir, I saw a change in her. She cared for Dimitri. She stayed with him. She fought for him. She met him every day. She did everything I should do. It's not like I tried. I wanted to meet Dimitri. I tried. But I couldn't. I tried with everything in my power to meet him. to get him talk to me. But Dimitri didn't want to. He even asked Lissa to order guardians to not allow me to meet him.
He worships Lissa. But ignores me. I was the one who came up with all of these ideas. I practicaaly threw my future away in order to save him. But he neglects me. He thinks Lissa saved him, just because she shoved a stake in him.
What hurt me most was my supposed best friend complied it without giving any second thoughts. I never felt betrayed so much in my life. Not even when my mom left me in academy. The two most important people in my life are not giving me any thoughts.
Love fades mine has.
Dimitri's words echoed in my mind.
But I refused to cry. I will show him he is right. I will show him that I m not a weak girl. I am not victim; I'll never be a victim.
My first thought was to run away from court. But that will just prove them that I am weak. I will stay here. I will follow my duties. I will be Lissa's guardian and protect her. But I won't be her best friend. I will show her professionalism. I will show Dimitri that I am not a child.
I am not a victim. I will never be a victim.
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