"Edward I have something I need to play for you," I say softly as soon as I wake up.
"Whatever it is I will listen to it and gladly do it," he replies softly. Ever since we got back from Italy two days ago he has been doing anything that I wanted him to do so he won't upset me.
"Well while you were gone I wrote a song about you and now I want you to hear it."
"Okay I will listen to it."
I get up from my bed and press play on my cd player. The soft guitar starts.
I
could honestly say
You've been on my mind
Since i woke up today
(up today)
i look at your photograph
all the time
These
memories come back to life
And i dont mind
I remember when
we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced
with me
With no music playing
i remember those simple things
I
remember till i cry
But the one thing i wish i'd forget
A
memory i wanna forget
Is goodbye
I woke up this morning
And
played our song
And i through my tears I sang along
I picked up
the phone and then put it down
Cuz i know im wasting my time
And
i dont mind
I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my
lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
I
remember those simple things
I remember till i cry
But the one
thing i wish i'd forget
A memory i wanna forget
Suddenly my
cell phone's glowing up
With your ring tone
I hesitate but
answer it anyway
You sound so alone
And I'm surprised to hear
you say
Remember when we kissed
You still feel it on our
lips
The time that you danced with me
With the no music
playing
You remember those simple things
We talked till we
cryed
You said that your biggest regret
The one thing you wish
i'd forget
Is saying goodbye
Saying goodbye
Ohhhh
Goodbye
As soon as the song ends Edward collapses onto the floor. "Oh Bella! If I would have known my leaving would bring this reaction out of you I would have never left you," Edward cries. I look into his golden eyes and they looked like they would be filled with tears if that was possible.
"Edward please calm down. Writing this song helped, so after I started to feel a little bit better. Please don't, please calm down," I say as I kneel on the floor next to him.
"Bella, I never should have left you. I left you hurt and broken and I will never forgive myself for leaving you even if I live forever."
"Edward your here now. That's all that matters now. I love you so much."
"I love you to but that's no excuse for any of this."
"Please stop."
"Fine I will for now. When did you record this anyways?"
"About two months ago. I wrote every part of the song. I went up to Seattle and I rented out a recording studio for a couple of hours and just poured my heart out."
"It's an amazing song love, so much passion is put into it. Can I have a copy of it?"
"Here take this one. I already have the song on my computer and my ipod."
"Bella, I never knew that you were a song writer."
"I'm not really. It's just this and a couple others that are actually good."
"Can I see those?"
"They're not done yet."
"Is it okay if we go play this for the family?"
"Not right now Edward. What I really want is some alone time for a while."
"Of course. Whatever you want to do."