Beautiful Alone

Author: chibi_ensui

Email: crazyoveromi@yahoo.com

Anime Series: Weiz Kreuz

Genre: PG 13

Type: Songfic(angsty one)

Song: Beatiful Alone from Weiz Kreuz End Song

Teaser: Aya Fujimiya(girl) remembers her dead big brother, Ran Fujimiya.

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Five years have pass but still the wounds of pain and suffering is still fresh inside her heart.

Aya ran away now!!!

A tear rolled down her cheek. Onni-chan. She was sitting at her desk beside her window. Soft breeze came into her room. It blew her long bluish hair away from her shoulder.

Onni-chan!!!!

She trembled as she remembered that happening. Aya opened the drawer of her desk and pulled out a music box. It was a small music box with a design of a rose. She turned the key and let it play through the cold night.

(Beautiful Alone instrumental plays)

Bitter words

Are all this city has to show

And the crowds blindly brushing by

Her big brother, Ran as a birthday gift, gave the music box to her. But instead of it bringing her happiness it brought her pain and suffering.

If you believe, beliefs will crumble

 In these anxious days

 But, if you are here

 I will not let you go

Aya remembers that day.

They were on their way home when some assassins that were sent to kill them attacked them. Ran fought them but he got injured in the process. Blood came out his mouth. The more he fought the more blood he lost.

Let the tick of the clock pursue me

But I will live all of today

With what I forgot of before.

Aya couldn't bear to see this. She didn't want to lose another person that she loves. She have lost her parents already, she don't want to lose a brother. So she tried to get the attention of one of the assassins by throwing stones at him. He got mad and ran towards to kill her but Ran got in the way and killed the assassin.

You are and my loneliness

Presses heavily like a kiss

The scars of being together

Tells us of a beautiful parting.

"Aya, ran away now!!!" he shouted. To his surprise the last assassin was at his back and slashed him. Ran moaned in pain as the deep color of red blood spluttered onto floor. He turned back and slashed the assassin to death.

Only the melancholy nights

Understand the shadow of love

With the moon to guide us, we fall astray

Then he fell helplessly on the floor. "Onni-chan!!!!!" Aya knelt beside him. "Onni-chan, please hang in there! I'll call for help!" She reached to a phone inside a phone both and called Omi and the others and the hospital for help.

If even forever can end

 Then futility surrounds us, gently

 If only I could have the wings

 Of the swallow disappearing in the sky

"Onni-chan, please hang in there! Help is on it's way!" said a trembling Aya as she holds her brother. "A…ya…" Ran tried to talk but Aya stopped him. "Shh. Don't talk. Save your strength." "No…I…want…I want to…I want to give you something…" "Please stop." Ran shook his head and reach for something from his pocket. It was a little music box with a design of a rose. "Here." Then it started to rain.

Swaying in the gentle quiet rain

I seek something, and in exchange

I'll set aside even love

Aya took the music box and said with a small smile, "It's beautiful." Ran smiled. "I'm glad you like it." he said coughing. "Be steady."

"I…I wanted to give it to you on your birthday but I guess I won't be able to make it…" Aya started to cry, "NO! Stop talking like you're going to die!!! You're going to live!!! We'll go to the movies together and…and we'll go and take care of those plants in the flower shop!!! YOU ARE NOT GOING TO DIE!!!!!!!!!!"

Ran laughed softly. Then he touched her face. "I…I'm very…very happy and proud to have a sister who is as beautiful and kind like you…"he coughed some more blood then continued, "Be happy with Ken…he'll take good care of you…make him happy…I love you…"

"Please STOP!!!! Please don't die!!! I didn't know how I'm going to go on without you!!!!! What will happen to Sakura and your son???!!!! They needed you!!! What will happen to them??!!!" "Aya. Your still young. You should go on with life without me. Yours is more important than mine…" Aya cried some more. Ran looked up to the sky. "…Please tell…tell them…tell Sakura and Kesuro…that I love them and that I'm going to miss them…" tears were running down his cheek.

"Onni-chan!!!"

"…Always…remember that…that I'll always be in your hearts and over the skies watching over you…." said Ran as his eyes slowly closed.

"Huh…Onni-chan?! Onni-chan, please wake up!!!!!!!" shouted Aya as she shakes her brother trying to wake him up. But it was too late. And Aya knew it. She just didn't want to admit it. "NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ONNI-CHAN!!!!!!!!!!!!" She cried and cried. There was nothing can she do. After a while she fell silent and whispered, "I love you too."

Your and my sadness

Hurts like a tight embrace

And the memories of us together

Paint a beautiful loneliness

And also a little while later the other three arrived but all what they reached was a cold body…

As the music ends tears that was been holding back gave up and flowed freely through the night…

Your and my loneliness

Presses heavily like a kiss

The scars of being together

Tells us of a beautiful parting.

~OWARI~

Author's Notes: Oi! How was me story? Was it good? Bad? Need comments please!!!!!!! Am really sorry if it's very magulo and for the grammars!!!!!! Gomen ne!!!!!! Oh! By the way!!!! By the way, the song is the English version of Beautiful Alone!!!

Ja Ne!!

chibi_ensui ^_________^V





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