the childish innocence that you see in a young one's face

that sweet grin of pure joy

is a remembrance

a memory

the petty fake beings at high school

the preps, as some call them

try to act happy

act peppy and full of life

ugh

they sit in class and drool over guys with muscles and blond hair

nice, real...smooth
they play with their hair and swipe make up on their lids
but, then there's me
my friends and I

in the back

covered in earth tones--set apart from the bright colored freaks in the front

they call us Gothic, they call us freaks

just because we don't live up to their expectations

it really annoys me

our fingers neatly wrapped around the black pens in our hands

drawing, doodling, writing

it doesn't matter what

we're the only ones that know our true childish innocence

the innocence that no longer exists in any human