I don't own Bleach. Enjoy.
I cried your name,
You lay there unmoving,
You risked your life to buy time,
My heart burned inside,
Our life together flashed before my eyes,
And I wasn't the one dying,
I ran to your side,
I forgot the world around us,
All you ever wanted was for me to forgive you,
But why did you join him,
You never gave me your answer,
I have spent most of my time thinking about you,
I wondered what I could have done to make you stay,
I cried out as you closed your eyes,
The eyes that were always closed,
I thought it was to hide the mischief in them,
But it turns out it was to hide your plan,
A plan that could hurt me if I knew,
Turns out it did,
I wanted you to live,
Without you my heart ached a new pain,
A pain I have wished I would never experienced,
A broken heart,
My captain also felt the same thing,
I was there when he spent his time training,
He never knew I was there,
I heard your voice then,
I didn't want you to leave me,
I cried out your name,
Turns out it was the wind from his bankai,
There is something I always wanted to tell you,
As I sit by your grave,
I hope you can hear,
What I have to say,
I will never stop loving you,
But,
Most importantly,
I forgive you, Gin