Hello everyone…I got this idea from the song 'Pretty When You Cry' by VAST…it's a great song…but it's really sad…if you've heard it, then you know what I mean…I think that this will eventually be somewhat a song fic later on, because I want everyone to know the words of the song…this chapter isn't very long…it really wasn't meant to be…

Pretty When You Cry

1 By Unaspirality

Yohji came to me again last night. Third time this week. It's only Wednesday.

He went out drinking, (not too much, if he's drunk, he won't come to me.) he didn't find the right woman, so he came to my house. It was 3 am, but time doesn't matter to Yohji when he's horny.

For some reason I gave him keys to my house, so he just came right in. He was real quiet until he got to my room. He practically jumped onto my bed. He kissed me, and then I knew that there was no denying him.

He didn't say anything, just began to trail kisses all over my body, down my jaw line, across my chest, and down to my bellybutton. When he got there, he played, he always does. Sticking his tongue in it, and licking all around. It felt so good, it always does.

He finished playing, and pulled down my boxers. He was ready. I gently pulled his shirt over the top of his head, then unbuckled his belt, and opened up his pants.

He grabbed the lube, then slid his pants off just as far as he needed them to be.

He was gentle, but there was no emotion behind it, there never is. I knew from the beginning that he wasn't mine to love, mine to keep, but now…I think I love him.

I haven't told him, because I don't want to drive him away. But every time he's done with me, he just leaves, then I cry. I cry because I can't have him, cry because I love him, cry because he doesn't love me.

As he plunged into me again and again, I thought of how it would be, if for once he would stay. For once he would say something. For once he would love me back.

He's so beautiful…so incredibly sexy…so…so…Yohji…

He reached between our sweet slicked bodies, and pushed us both over the limit. He collapsed on top of me, and I could smell his shampoo…raspberry…mmm.

After he brought his breathing back to normal, he raised himself up slightly to look at me. "Thank you Kenken." He whispered, then leaned forward and placed a kiss on my forehead. "Good night." He grabbed his shirt, buttoned his pants back up, turned to walk out the door, and I just let him do it. He never even took off his shoes.

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