Disclaimer I don't own twilight or the characters but I do own this story because I'm the one writing it.
EPOV
When I reached Bella's house I realised I was early in my rush to see her. Her window was open like normal, so I climbed up the wall and into her room. I could tell she was nerves, I wonder why. As I got closer I realised she was trying to hide a home made CD. "… why did I have to burn it onto a CD?" Curiosity got the better of me then, "What's that Bella?" as soon as the words left my lips her back stiffened and she spun around to face me, hiding the CD behind her back.
BPOV
"What's that Bella?" A velvet voice asked from behind me. Crap, he's early. I quickly spun around to face him, hiding the CD behind my back.
"Nothing," I quickly answered. Before I knew what happened he was on the other side of the room with the CD!
"What's this Bella?" looking at me curiously.
"Erm … it's … erm. Mesingingwhileyouweregone," I muttered the last part quickly, hoping he wouldn't hear it, but of cause he did. There was a moment of awkward silence before he said.
"Can I watch it?" he asked in a timed voice. Since when was Edward timed?
"What!" No, Edward you can't watch it!" Oh no, not the dazzling… defeated I sighed "Fine," Beep, Beep, Beep!
"Alice, she wants us to bring the CD round and watch it there,"
Oh god no! This means everyone's going to see me sing about when they were gone, the worst time of my life…
(A/N I thought I'd leave it here but I'm being nice)
(back at the Cullen's)
"Ok, everything's set up, put it in," Alice said in not her usual hyper voice, this can't be good. Edward then got up and put it in the DVD player.
As the screen lit up, you could see sitting crossed legged on the bed was me. With dark purple circles under my eyes from the nightmares, I was pale and lifeless, like a vampire, apart from my eyes - they were lifeless, no spark, dead. Gasps came from the vampire's around me, they were shocked into silence.
"Hi, this disc with hold all the songs I've wrote since they left … how can it still hurt? It's been four months." sigh "oh well, here we go," sad smile.
I often close my eyes
And I can see you smile
You reach out for my hand
And I'm woken from my dream
Although your heart is mine
It's hollow inside
I never had your love
And I never will
And every night
I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me
Like I've always loved you
But how can you love me
Like I loved you when
You can't even look me straight in my eyes
I've never felt this way
To be so in love
To have someone there
Yet feel so alone
Aren't you supposed to be
The one to wipe my tears
The on to say that you would never leave
The waters calm and still
My reflection is there
I see you holding me
But then you disappear
All that is left of you
Is a memory
On that only, exists in my dreams
And every night
I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me
Like I've always loved you
But how can you love me
Like I loved you when
You can't even look me straight in my eyes
I don't know what hurts you
But I can feel it too
And it just hurts so much
To know that I can't do a thing
And deep down in my heart
Somehow I just know
That no matter what
I'll always love you
So why am I still here in the rain
"I still lie awake at night. I miss you Edward, come back," a tear falls
down my face. Then the screen went black, waiting for the next one to play.
All of a sudden I was in Edward's arms, with him raiding me with kisses any where within his could reach. " I'm sorry I left," "I love you," "Please forgive me,"
"Edward I love you and I already have forgave you, remember. I love you," I said, smiling.
"I love you too,"
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