I knew you loved Feferi more, I knew I had to eventually move on, but it still hurts when I see you with her. You treated me differently now that you were Feferi's matesprit. You treated me as if I was a stranger.
"Sollux…" I said as I walked up to you. You didn't turn around. You ignored me because Feferi fell. I looked at my feet and felt as if I was going to cry for the first time in sweeps. I walked away without saying a word wondering if you would even notice. I returned to my hive depressed for the first time in sweeps. Sollux, you were my best friend, but now you treat me as if I never existed. I heard someone walk in. I was too depressed to even look up.
"AA are you here?" I heard the familiar voice say. I only know one person who would call me "AA" outside of our chat.
"I'm here Sollux." I said trying to hide how depressed I was.
"Hey AA what are you doing?" Sollux asked. From the look in his eyes I could tell that he knew something was wrong. I should have known better then to except him to not notice I was upset.
"Nothing." I said simply. I couldn't help but wonder what he was doing here.
"Do you want to come with me and Feferi for a walk?" Sollux asked. I was shocked that he would even ask me.
"Alright." I said I was happy that he wasn't treating me like a stranger anymore but a part of me was wondering why he was asking me.
"We'll be waiting outside." Sollux said as he walked outside. Something about him seemed different. I quickly got myself together and cleaned my face from my red mascara that was stained on my face. I finally got done getting ready and walked outside. I felt as if I shattered from the inside out. I looked at Feferi and Sollux. They looked so happy as they deeply kissed each other. At that point I knew I could no longer continue being friends with Sollux. When Feferi and Sollux finally broke free they looked at me. Their shocked expressions made it obvious that they didn't know I was outside. I looked at Sollux and said "You love Feferi." I knew that there was no room left for me. I turned around but kept my head down. My bangs hid my face which also hid my tears. "Goodbye Sollux…"