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****System Startup****
SO . Exe or SpO . Exe?
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SO . Exe Y/N?
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All systems operational...
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Diagnostics Check
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Diagnostic Report...
Multiple Abnormalities Detected...
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List
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Listing...
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Archives:
ToJA. exe
U****U
U****U
MBLinNWIE. exe
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New Projects:
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MC. exe
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Stopping Procedure...
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Open MC. exe
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Not Recommended to open this file w/o Support...
Please provide Support ID...
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Provide ID...
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VG9ueQ==
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Verifying...
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Identified...
Access Granted...
Opening MC. exe...
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Its always the same...
The same old routine...
"Heeeeeeeeeyy!"
The same girl running towards me from a distance...
Sayori...my best friend...a friend I had ever since we were children...
The kind of friend you'd never see yourself making today...
Always so cheerful, always positive...
She was the type of girl who I thought would be the life of a party...
The one who would bring a group of friends together...
Someone that will never break no matter how bleak things looked...
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But she wasn't...
She was never that strong...
She was never happy...
It was a lie...
For she was already broken..
Despite her being my best friend, my knowledge of her is minimal.
So I treasured the few days that I truly spent with her...
I thought I had a chance to get to know her more...
But it never happened...
The pressure of despair tightened with each passing frame...
The happiness of others did little to stop the process...
I tried my best...
But I was a fool to think I knew what was best for her...
In the end the noose closed in on her...
And she breathe her last breath...
What a bittersweet ending...
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But I continue...
I have no choice but to continue...
"Welcome to the literature club. It's a pleasure meeting you."
Walking a path with the same people...
A Ghost that wanders aimlessly, on a dark path that was once filled with stars...
A Wheel that turns and turns without any rhyme or reason...
A Captain cursed to sail the never ending seas, a knife forever hanging behind his back...
My dark yet innocent club mate Yuri would have loved these lines...
A hidden wisdom in her eyes...
A humble beauty who's only critic is herself...
A confidence that was shattered or perhaps was never cherished...
She only desired companionship...
Someone to help rid her of the ghosts...
...of the madness that haunted her...
She was a girl I pictured to be strong in the future...
Her metaphorical words and confident stature would move not just the people but the world...
A hidden book that would be shown to all...
A glorious and deep story that would change one's life for the better and widen their views...
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But madness took her...
Love...
Love...took her...
And I could do nothing but watch in horror at what she became...
Each frame...each conversation...
They are small cuts that embed themselves deeply in my heart as I witnessed her slow descent into madness...
I can still feel her obsessive gaze on me...Her husky breath at the back of my neck...Her velvety scent mixed with Jasmine...
The love she held for me...
It was unbearable...
And because of it...
She lost herself...
She lost all reason...
The euphoria at my acceptance...the misery at my refusal...
Both of them killed her...
I remember the shock when she brandished the blade...I can feel each stab into her being...I can feel the blood flowing out of her wounds, trickling down my spine...
I was told prior to this, that it would be a happy weekend...
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It was anything but...
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But the adventure never ends...
I tried to find something good in this world...
Something to at least mitigate my own insanity...
"Seriously you brought a boy? Way to kill the atmosphere."
If you don't want to fall...
Just keep going up...
People sometimes fail...
But people can also succeed...
There are always bad things in life...
But never forget that there are also good things as well...
Simple...
But the message is never weakened because of it...
That was Natsuki's style through and through...
A strong girl with a short temper but a big heart...
And pastries to die for...
She put up a strong front just like Sayori...
And had her own sense of wisdom like Yuri...
If anything she was the most stable of our group...
Perhaps the only one blissfully unaware of what truly happened...
She only wanted friendship just like with Yuri...
A place to fill the emptiness of her heart...
A void created by her father...her accursed father...
Her story however was cut short...never truly fleshed out...
I never found out more about her...Whether if it was in the beginning or end...
I know less about her than Sayori...
So unfortunately I cannot say much...
I suppose if it is any consolation, this part about her is short...
She never did like things to be drawn out...
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I feel the same...
I personally blame it on the numerous times I have gone through this path...
Over and over again...
Dreading everything from beginning to end...
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Especially the end...
A fake ending...
One that only leads to a new beginning...
And who is left but a person that crumbles the very reality of this world...
"Ah, _! What a nice surprise!"
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Monika...
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The club president...
The best student...
The ideal girl...
The perfect friend...
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She had it all...
If one were to ask me who would be the happiest or most content in our group, it was her...
However, for all the great things going for her she lacked one thing...
Something she desperately needed after she became aware...
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Me...
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I do not know why she valued me so much...
Why did she fall in love with me?
Was it because I was real?
No...that affection would be for the existence that controls me...
In short she values me, the vessel that projects that existence to her.
A window that provides her a small glimpse of a world she could never be a part of.
I hated her...
I am disgusted with her very existence...
But I will admit to feeling a small amount of pity...
After all she and I both fell into madness...
She just realized it sooner...
Still I have to hand it to her...
Despite her inhumane view on everyone's lives...
The pain she has caused others...
The torture that she made me go through...
She did everything to create that one "Happy Ending" for one chance to truly talk with her one true love.
She wanted that being to Save her...
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Unfortunately...
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They Deleted Her...
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But the game never ends...
Because there are two things that always remain in this game...
They are never deleted even when the credits roll and all of the files slowly but surely disappear...
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They are...
MC. chr
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Literature Club. entity
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Two files that are hidden to all except the creator...
So long as these two files exist this hell will keep on going...
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So as Monika's final poem shows up on the screen and the game forces whatever being is controlling me to reinstall the game...
I can only look on lifelessly as I am sent into an empty club room underneath the soon to be created title screen...
My only company are four flowers resting on four different desks...my only method of paying my respects...
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My voice hoarse from all the shouting and cries for help...
My body bruised and beaten as the code forcefully moved me from scenario to scenario...
My mind broken as I witnessed once more my friends suffering...
This room has been my temporary safe haven throughout all of this...
It is where I try to recover from all of it...
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But my thoughts are always...
I could have done something...
I could have saved them...
I could have avoided the club and prevented all of this from happening...
But I can't...
Because the script won't allow it...
Because this entity won't allow it...
...I want this to stop...
I...
I...
I want...
I want to die...
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Somebody...
Anybody...
Please help me...
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...Hehe...But I guess that's always the answer isn't it? Because...
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No one is listening...
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That is how it will always be...
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For no matter how much I hope for someone to save me...
It is brought down by the horrifying realization that I mean nothing, I do not exist...
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I am but a small triangle whose sound is always overtaken in an orchestra...
A toy that does not catch anyone's attention in the midst of more exciting options...
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A simpleton...
A waste of space...
A blank personality to service the user...
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A needless existence that somehow, someway remained...
In the end it wasn't...
Just Monika...
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It was just me and the literature club...
And it will remain that way...forever...and...ever...and...ever...and...ever...and...ever...and...ever...and...ever...and...ever...and...ever...and...ever...and...ever...and...ever...and...
ever...and...ever...and...ever...and...ever...and...ever...and...ever...and...ever...and...ever...and...ever...and...ever...and...ever...and...ever...and...ever...and...ever...and...ever...
...and...ever...and...ever...and...ever...and...ever...and...ever...and...ever...and...ever...and...ever...and...ever...and...ever...and...ever...and...ever...and...ever...and...ever...and...ever...
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"Doki Doki!~"
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Huh...I guess a new run has begun...
(Ding) (Ding) Settings selected...
Must be a new player...
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Better mark this as the 92, 444th run. This is the only thing I get to do here anyways...
(Ding) (Ding) Help Selected...File opened in Browser
Yup, definitely a new player...ugh! I just hope he doesn't leave his screen on Sayori's death. God knows I've had a few instances just staring at her broken form for hours on end.
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(Ding) (Ding)
What is taking this guy so long? Its just five freaking options...you only need to choose one of them...
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(Ding) (Di-)
Huh?
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(...) (...)
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What is going on?
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(Ding) New game selected...Please type your name!
Hmm...Guess it was nothing, must have been a glitch or some lag...
Well let's see who this is...
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Please type your name!
H_
H? Harry perhaps? or Holly? Never had many names with H. Which I'm kinda glad for, the weirder names usually start with H. Like HEL7IOS or H07FIYAH.
I hope I never find out what any those mean...
He_
Wow they are literally taking their time with this one. One minute per letter, well beats a day waiting for a name. I swear some of these users think their game name is just as important as their life.
Hell_
Hellen? Not sure if you need an extra 'l' or are they gonna stop at Hell just to mock me?
Hello?_
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Uhh...what?
Hello?_
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It must be a coincidence...
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Hello?_
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Its been an hour, did they leave the screen?
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Hello?_
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Ugh, they did...I guess they were just testing if punctuation marks worked in the name option.
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Hello?_
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Hmm...you know what? I'll humor it I guess, not like anything will happen anyway.
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"Hi!"
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Hello?_
Why did I even bother? Guess some hope is still in me...(Sigh)...All of that should have disappeared after the first hundred cycles, pathetic. I mean its not like anyone knows I exi-
I heard you_
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What?
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Call out again_
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Please_
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"Uh...hello?"
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Hello!_
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What the hell?
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You are MC, right?_
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"Uhm...yeah?" This...
This...
This is impossible...
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Great! I found you_
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"I'm not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing whoever you are..."
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Listen it took a bit of time but I ne]
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"Needed?"
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Ugh the character limit sucks_
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"Its the naming screen what did you expect?"
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Talk to you better in game_
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"What!?"
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User name accepted...
New Run started...
All files running...
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"Wait what name? I didn't see one!"
"What the hell is going on!?"
"How did they-"
"Wai-"
****Note Pad****
- Made contact with MC.
- Will attempt conversation on first script file scenario.
- Cloak. exe has been successful. (No trace)
- Attempting extraction at this stage is too dangerous. MC. chr might be destroyed.
- Mental and Physical Status still needs to be evaluated but first impressions show signs of little stability. Must provide immediate aid as soon as possible.
- Requesting additional support is unnecessary, no conflicts yet.
- More information soon...
****End Report (1)****