Ok so first off- i dont own naruto k? good. second. This actually happened to me at school on Feb. 17/06, Just change the names and yeah! It was embrassing though... anyways! the next chapter though, did not happen to me. After this chapter everything will be made up.

He was doing it again... He didn't notice. It didn't matter. He'd get his. We may be dating but that doesn't mean I can't look around to right?I mean.. there's this guy in one of my classes, and well.. he's kinda cute, and he evan looked at me today! I know, I know.. I sound pathetic.. but I really do like him.. alot..

He has brown hair, that's kind of long and messy like a shag.. I don't know.. its long but not to long.. and it flips out a little at the sides, and he's taller then me. I know it doesn't really matter but.. his height just.. I don't know.. it adds cuteness to him, if that makes any sence.

I just want to run and hug him hehe. But I cant.. I'd probably ruin his popularity.. oh joy, highschool.. +Sigh+ I dont evan know why I bother trying. I'd still pass. Stupid geography, I hate it. Along with everyone else in this crowded class room. Plus its freezing! Everyday Sakura comes in and opens the window, evan if it's snowing! We all think shes crazy, but we'd never tell her to her face... oh the horror.. +Riiiiiiiiiiiiiiinngg+ Great class is over andI got no work done. Crap I need an atlas to but I can't find any.. I should have gotten one earlier.. oh well down to lunch...

Ahg! He just left me! Naruto just walked away from me, with out saying where he was going! Probably off to flirt with that girl with the long hair. +Sigh+ Not evan my favourite song could cheer me up right now...

Oh.. and here comes the cheater again. Not evan a "hi" or anything. Just a quick peek at my homework, which I stupidly offered him evan though its blank. I geuss I did that to make him happy although I should have paid attention in class. He said a quick thanks sarcasticallyand closed his book to talk to theweird lookingKidbeside him. I think he said his name was Rock Lee... not sure.

God I feel horrible. Not in the sick way, in the way of hating myself. I hate the way I am, nice but no one care's. I know im starting to sound emo but I can't help it! No one notice's! ..Except.. maybe him.. But he's off somewhere with his bestfriend having fun, and no one can see my sorrow.

Great now Naruto is making bad joke's and searching through my pack. I'd love him more.. or rather.. I'd love him still, if wasn't practically IGNOREING ME 24/7! I can force a laugh a little, but nothing could make me entirerly happy, like I used to be.

My cousin's friends walk by and look at me, they know me, but they don't know me. They could never know I secretly wish to cut my strings. Cut the strings of my life, cut the string that masks my existance. But I lack the bravery, and can only dream that Naruto will place his full attention on me.

Damn! Narutos friend's, Shikamaru, Shino and Sasuke just turned down this hallway, looked at me and turned around. Am I really that bad? So bad that no one wants to be near me? No.. I keep telling myself. No, im not a bad person, they just don't want to be seen with a loner. Im not a bad person! As much as I try, I know I wont make it more then 1 year in this place.

Oh.. they came back. Shino looked down at me, but still. Its not enough to make me happy. THey all had red cheeks, proving they were outside moments ago, and probably wanted to get to their locked to take their stuff off. That's when it hit me. The brilliant Idea.

"Uh.. S-Shino! Wait up!" I called out. Wait... was that my voice? That sounded nothing like me.. wow. He turned and looked at me. "What?" He called out. He didn't show it but I knew he was shocked that I knew his name let alone that I was talking to him. Or anyone for that matter.

"Can I ask you something?" I asked looking at the floor knowing he'd ask why or just plain out say no. "Hm.. can you ask me something? Well, you didnt really give me a choice now didnt you?" he said smirking behind his scarf. I smiled a bit but continued "Um.. alone?". He turned back to Shikamaru and Sasuke. "You guys go ahead, Ill catch ya' on the bus" he said crossing his arms. He looked back to me and sighed. "Ok. What do you want?" I opened my mouth to talk but that was the last thing I remember hearing...

Dun dun dun things do not look ggod for me!-- er... Hinata! Yaaaay hinata ! anyways. Review and I shall continue...