Hey all! So this is a little different than my usual pairing, just trying something new, enjoy!
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How could he do this?
Use me?
Jade came up to me with the bad news, we both saw it coming, of course it would happen.
I had liked Beck since seventh grade.
Jade was having her third anniversary with Ryder. I was jealous. Not of Ryder! No! Ew!
Jealous of their relationship.
I wanted that.
I wanted that with Beck.
I had always dreamed of a guy that was perfect.
Beck had nearly every trait I was looking for. But then not some. Beck was an ass.
But I, wanting to find love so much, molded him, in my mind, into the perfect man.
I hate him.
I love him.
Jade came up to me and told me the bad news. He was officially going out with the school whore, Tori Vega.
Perfect Tori Vega. Jade hated her, So did I.
SHE IS SO IRRITATING.
But I couldn't let her know. That would be going out of character. My character is never mean.
As much as I would like to let people know the real me, the me that doesn't look like an adorable idiot, I can't. I'm an actor trying to be different, if I look like an idiot with surprising talent, it's better than being a girl with talent. So I never break character, except when I cry into my pillow...
I was furious all day. Teachers kept asking what was the matter.
"I'm tired." I lied. Then stormed out of the room and slammed the door.
But then again, the fact that he's just going out with her to get ass isn't the bad part.
The bad part is that this isn't the first time he's done this.
SO FREAKING ANGRY!
But no one can know.
I feel so used.
He knew I liked him, he used that against me, to hurt me.
He's a nightmare.
The guy of my dreams
Review me, I review you
All my dreamy love,
Ella Lea