The only decent thing about moving to Stars' Hollow to live with my crazy uncle, Luke was Rory. When I moved here, the whole town treated me like a criminal, but Rory, well she looked deeper and she saw me – I mean really saw me. She was the town sweet heart, who everyone wanted to protect, but to me she was beautiful in a serene kind of way. She was like the tiny piece of Heaven, in this pit of hell where I lived. Her eyes were like the California Sea I only wished I could swim in. Her skin was milky white and soft and I wished I could reach out and touch her.
She was the one that made me want to try harder to be that squeaky clean guy, the one everybody loved, like Dean. Its not that I didn't like Dean – okay, I'll admit it. I hated Dean, merely because I was too stupid to really see the treasure he held in Rory. The way he flirted with the cheerleaders at school made me sick. Honestly that boy's brains must have been AWOL, not to appreciate the girl he was with, the one I was falling so desperately in love with.
She was so smart, she seemed to know about everything, in comparison to Dean who was so…not smart. She went to Chilton, but she was so grounded, not like those other prep school snobs, I'd seen her hang with. In the bottom of my heart, I knew Dean was not right for Rory, but then again, neither was I. All I knew was that I wanted her, just to show her she was appreciated as the smart, beautiful girl she was.
All I wanted was to hold her, love her and be her everything. I only needed her to trust what she saw in me and give me a chance, but I guess you can't always get what you want.