I know its painfully short but thats ok. Anyway I shall try and write one for each Chevalier. If I do their thoughts won't all center around Saya like these two. Anyway...
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Thoughts of a Chevalier: Part Two Solomon
She had been my enemy since the day I became Diva's chevalier. I had sworn to protect Diva from her, and yet I found myself drawn to her. I found myself wishing to do whatever it would take to make her happy. I don't know when exactly it happened, when these feelings, desires, arose. Maybe it was when we danced at that school and she had no idea who I was, or even that I wasn't human. She smiled and laughed, a warm blush spread on her cheeks when I asked her to dance.
She seemed so different now...more human. She seemed fragile now, breakable in some way. I was being torn between Diva, and Saya. I loved Diva, she made me who I am today. She took me away from my trifling mortal problems and brought me into a world of beauty and power, but I was begining to find that eternity wasn't worth living if you didn't have someone to share it with. I was beginning to think that Saya was the person with whom I wanted to spend my eternity.
There was so many things I wanted to show her. All this time she'd spent fighting and killing was taking its toll, I could see the depression it brought on her. Her saddness was unbearable and I wanted to take it away. I wanted show her that existing in this world could be a happy thing. I wanted to show her all the beautiful things I had seen. We could have a family, children, I could protect her. And with sadness I realized that I would even kill Diva if that's what she asked of me.
The guilt I felt when these thoughts swam through my mind was earth shattering. Betraying Diva, who had only ever wanted love and attention, was the hardest decision I ever had to make. But in the end, I believe I made the right choice.
I could never hate Diva, but I believe that if I stay with her I will slowly fall into despair, just like Karl did. And so I chose Saya. I will become her chevalier, I will become her lover.
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