Subject: I am sorry for all that I have done…
From: Isabella Swan aka Claire Collins
To: XXXXXXX
I am sorry for what I had done and I know that no matter how many times I say it, it will never be enough. I love you. I never realized it till I no longer had you and now I feel as if I am the fool. I never knew what I had until it was lost and I can't ever apologize enough for that. You said that I never allowed you to know me. Well here I am. My full name is Isabella Marie Swan my mothers name is Renee Collins while my father is Charlie Swan. I am originally from Washington but at the age of eight I was orphaned when my parents died in a car crash. My father was drunk and the police said that it appeared as if the car swerved suddenly and crashed thru the woods resting against a large tree. Neither of my parents was wearing seatbelts. I was sent to live with my uncle and aunt in Arizona where I met Jasper and Rosalie who became the siblings I never had. I loved my family but never felt as if I belonged so after high school I left Arizona and received my Bachelors in Journalism from the University of Washington. I was working full time at a publishing company when I met him. Jacob Black was a copy editor and I fell hard for him. We became closer and deep down I knew he didn't feel the same way but I was young, stupid and in love, at least until I walked into his office and he was with someone who was obviously not me. The worst part is when he saw me but didn't stop. He continued until he was finished then told me he didn't want to see me anymore. It broke me to see someone I loved so much act like it didn't matter. So I left Seattle and moved in with Rosalie, so I swore I would never let it happen again and became a different person a person who was incapable of truly loving. But do you know that worst thing, I lied. When I told you I never cared for you I lied and it killed me to do so. I thought you would want to be with someone better, someone who was able to be the person you deserved. But I now know I can't not have you in my life. Ever since meting you, you have become a constant in my life. The one thing I was able to count on and until you were no longer there I never knew what I had. I had the one thing that I always wanted but was to afraid to get. Someone to love and love me back. If this letter is reaching you and you no longer care for me in the same way then I hope you the best and wish we could be friends but if you are reading this and still love me. Please come back. I miss you and want to finally be with you and have the life you want. I just want to be whole again.
Love eternally
Bella