Hidden- part 1
Pairing- Jeff and Kurt (non-canon)
Disclaimer: I don't own glee
**Jeff's pov**
Hidden deep down lives the true me, if I don't keep it hidden I know that people will treat me different. I hidden the true me for a long time, even through high school. I kept it from my dear friend Kurt, he moved to New York be for I could tell him. It's still hidden from my family, friends even my wife and kids don't know. I keep it so well hidden that I forget that is there. But sometimes it creeps up on me, but I push it back down. I keep it at bay for now but I know it will try to escape from where it is hidden.
Years later, I meet a cousin and he told me of how he had hidden, the something I have hidden. He tells me of how he could no longer keep it hidden away when he had found his true mate. It sounds a lot like my story- denying my true self.
I came back home after my visit with my cousin, I try to keep it hidden, it rips at me; wanting to get out, but I can't not yet. It would hurt so many, so I try to hide it deeper. Christmas comes and goes, still hidden.
I meet up with Kurt; he has moved back to Westerville, we go for coffees. Kurt tells me his story. Tears fall, he asks what's wrong; I bite my lip, take a deep breath, and tell him what I have hidden for so long. He comes over and hugs me and lets me cry. I tell him that I feel alone; I just can't come out fully. He tells me to take one day at a time.
That night I call my mom and tell her that I am gay. She tells me that she loves me and it doesn't matter to her. It makes me happy. My wife has been distancing herself from me lately, makes me wonder if she somehow knows what is hidden.
I tell her about me being gay, she flips out; and leaves me for good, taking the kids with her because she doesn't want them growing up with two men. She tells me the she is in love with someone else, and that she had a feeling I was. She packed her bags leaving me standing there alone. I do the only thing I can, I call Kurt. He comes over to help me get through this.
As time goes on, I start to fall in love with Kurt. I am now divorced from my wife and she has remarried. Kurt came over for supper, sitting watching a movie; he tells me he loves me and always had since we were in high school, he leans over and kisses me. I can't help myself; I kiss him back and tell him I love him too.
A month later I move in with him and planning our now legal wedding. I am so glad that I finally came out; because I now get to spend the rest of my live with the man I love. We were even thinking of adopting a child that has no one to love them. It's a good thing that my best friend is a family lawyer. Kurt is a doctor, and I am a nurse that works in the local children's hospital. More times than not we end up on the same shift, Kurt has his own office on the second floor and I work on that floor. He is an ears, nose and throat Dr. after our long day we head home (getting take out on the way home.) l fill the tub; we undress each other and sit in the hot water for an hour. Then we head to bed.