WARNING:this may contain unlikely Owen and Wizard behavior,A fake name for the Wizard,awesome fight and romance scenes,and lots of crying and heart break.
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~Syd the awesomest Turtle eva!

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My Memories of you are not pleasant i can remember is anger,jealousy,and never let go of the thought that I still loved was there for me unlike me with our two children,a big dept,and a broken hearted women.

When you left me everything lost color,Everything lost its warmth,everything to me..was dead!For rest of the year after that stormy summer afternoon I fell into a deep hole and i couldn't get out. Axel asked,"Mama wheres Papa?" my reply was always,"hes on a trip and he isn't coming back".Of course he was only 4 at the time and Amanda never asked me When she started talking,but she felt my depression and so did Axel.

Everyone tried to help me,From Jin to Mira to Gill!the guy who black mailed me! when nothing helped they gave up on me abandoned me and left me to die just like you He,He never gave kept was the one who helped me with the rent and payed for the children's education.I always tried to smile at these thoughts but you took my smile away along with everything I when Axel and Amanda stayed over with your grandfather and cousin,I would Scream in my sleep with nightmares, mostly memories of that that was only when i was alone.

Before the year ended I almost seduced my Life,in the grave yard at the stroke of midnight,while the kids were asleep along with everyone else except out he over heard my plan and wanted to stop was storming like the day you left. when i yelled at him not knowing his Identity he yelled back,"Why Hikari?!Why would you take your life away all because of Owen?!"As I gazed into his eyes, one green and one ember,with my brown eyes, I yelled Back,"My life means nothing gave up on me,Norman!I have no reason to live if i cant feel love,"My eyes closed to block tears before my voice came to a whisper,"No one loves they feel is pity in their hearts for a girl who is damned to walk the earth with an eye that sees all. when i leave....everyone's life will be back to one would miss me".(Kingdom hearts Moment i know)

The Wizard was shocked at my statement.I didn't want to confess how i really felt about the situation.I thought he would let me go and leave me so i could finish the Job....But grabbed me and held me close to his chest.I felt his lips in my hair,damp from the rain. i also felt hot tears land on my head. as he stroked my head he whispered to me,"Hikari,how could you think that no one loves you?When the rest abandoned you I didn't because i love you.I stayed away from you because i was afraid that i would deepen the wounds of your it had the opposite affect.I want you to know that I'll never leave you.I'll never Abandoned you.I want you to accept me into your life as your Lo--"

I Interrupted him with my lips meeting his warm,firm, first He didn't know what to do for a then his arms wrapped around me kissing me back without much effort.I felt my lips tremble as more tears ran down my face,burning my cheek,before landing on the soil the held the we pulled away,we just stood their gazing into each others eyes as he stroked my cheek,wiping away the soon as i found my voice it was quiet and shaking as i told him,"I will accept you as the one i don't promise me the moon or the stars,as long as you just stay under them with me,forever".

Ever since that day I felt more alive that I ever had when i was with healed the wound and filled in the gap that you and Amanda accepted him as their soon life was back to normal and for a decade it was the best years of my and Amanda were on top of their in time I had my 3rd child,we named her Harmony,because she was the sign of a new life and a new beginning

~10 years,7 months,and 14 days later~.

Its was a sunny yet windy fall air was drier and cooler than the summers humidity and I stood on the roof watching over the land that i owned I saw a letter in the mailbox.I thought it was a letter saying there was more recipes at the Inn or something...But since I didn't want to be rude.I took the damn I carefully Opened it outside,since i wanted to check it before showing it to my family, I took it out and read only the first sentence before running strait into the house and almost bumping into the Kids."Axel find your father and tell him to meet in the Kitchen immediately!"I ordered in an urgent was at these moments that i was glad that Axel was fast because when i got into the kitchen the two were already there."Hikari,Whats with the urgent meeting",The Wizard asked sitting down next to Amanda and across from and Axel were next to me as I got up and said,"We have a letter and its not good news".

They all had Questioned looks before i placed the letter in the middle of the table so they all could read 2 minutes Axel,Amanda,and Wizard had shocked looks on their faces."This can't Mayor shouldn't allow it!",Wizard yelled slamming the table with his hands."Norman is and I Haven't seen him in 10 years!And Now This!",Axel said with anger in his and Amanda were speechless and couldn't find words to describe how they letter said AND read:

Dear Hikari,Axel,and Amanda,

I know its a little to late...but I have been doing alot of I think its time for me to come back and start I know that you Hate me more than anything in the world but I cant stay away from you anymore....especially you Ill Be Here around the 1st day of just Think about it...See you then,

~ Owen

Ok Crappy start I know but during the next few Chapters things will get really Ugly and Juicy.....No Comments are necessary but if you have any tips or ideas Send me something...except Spam THANKS AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!