Letting Go
Authors note: I think or I am going to make this One-shot depressing I was going to do a bit Gwevin but i'll do that in the future (Not like years just like next week or something) Enjoy!
You probably think that Kevin Levin forgot about his family…
And you probably thought that he forgot about them so easily well he didn't…
When they abandoned him he visited their house like three or ten times he was desperate he wanted a family even though he hated his dad for hitting him and treating him like a stupid stray dog.
And he hated his mom for taking his dad's side and not defending him when his dad abused him.
But they were his family and deep down inside Kevin still loved them and deep down inside somewhere he knew his parents loved him to.
When they abandoned him he thought he could handle it he thought he needed nobody he thought that he was strong enough to handle things on his own.
But he visited his parents house like more then five times but he loved them he would never let go even though he wanted to he wanted to let go because they hurted him real badly by now they probably have another child they probably forgot him.
Sometimes he didn't want to forget them he sometimes thanks them for letting him go because that made him stronger.
If they didn't abandon him he would have never met Ben nor Gwen.
And on the other hand if they wouldn't have abandon him he would never have turned into that ugly mutated monster. And he would have more friends and he wouldn't be mean and ugly from the inside.
But that's the past he has to let go its not that hard.
No it was hard for Kevin Levin he still remembers his parents faces.
It hurts "How could they do that?" "How could they abandon their only son?" Kevin asked those questions over and over again.
When he was five he was their world he was their handsome son and he was also their perfect son but everything changed when he was six they hated him they abused him actually his dad was the abuser his mom was the watcher.
He still remembers everything they did with him.
He remembers his first time at the park.
He remembers his first night when he stood up till 11:00pm
He remembers everything he sometimes cries in his sleep when he gets a flashback.
He hates them he loves them he's confused.
Gwen... If my parents did'nt abandon me I would have never have met you.
"You tell me to let go... because you hear my cries at night"
"Just let go of them Kevin their horrible people"
"I try but I cant… It's so hard and it hurts very badly"
"Kevin just do it I dont want you to suffer"
"You don't understand you never will... I can never let go"
Authors note: Depressing isn't it? This idea just hit me when I was asleep. Guess I did put a little bit of Gwevin ( but not that much) I'll put more in my next One-shot