Prologue
Edward, wow, so many words to describe him, fun, handsome, caring, but, I cant help but think he's going to leave me any minute. Like it's only a matter of when or where. I can feel it in my bones, the urge for him to leave radiates from him. I can see through the lies he said to me for the past month and I know he just doesn't want to be with me. It's only a matter of time before I'm going to be alone again and this time it's for sure.
I want to be with him, of course any girl would. He just doesn't realize the fear I have for him to leave is so great. In fact I think he loves me too much, I know it sounds weird but its true. He loves me, and especially worries about me more than anything else, and if that means leaving for my well being… Poof! He's gone. I wish he would just stop and think for himself for once. That would bring the most happiness to me, then he'll realize that he wants me, and he'll do anything to BE with me, not protect me.
Well, as this whole shenanigan goes on, school continues. Well as it turns out I'm valedictorian, wow. Well, actually I really don't care if I'm valedictorian; I have bigger things to worry about. Now let me go to the top of my list: first, Edward leaving me (no surprise there) Two: Victoria killing me. Three: the Voltri coming and figuring out I'm not changed. I guess you could see that I'm a little caught up to be worried about school.
So here's the story of what happens a month before graduation…