People stare at me wildly, as if they are wondering why I'm not out of my house
I glare at them, hoping their eyes would go away
Attention isn't really my thing,
But it's hard if I look like a demented chicken
I just wanted to buy some rat fur and cockroach heads
But again, people stare
I feel like the little seven year old girl who was chased out of school
When she wanted to make friends
I'm staying at home today, watching Lace and Tears
A knock sounds, and irritation bristles under my skull
When will they leave me alone?
Are they here, to chase me out of my house?
It's the blonde girl again, with her sister
Jake is here too, frowning oh so slightly
The blonde one demands for the Vorpal Blade piece
She doesn't seem scared; she's so fierce and bold
Maybe she's braver then me
To send the people away, I curse them
It's not in my nature to curse people
But just because I'm scared they'll stay to long
I can imagine the pointy rulers, jabbing at my ribs
The little girl in front of me wails
But, that's me
I cook up some toad-finger stew today
My head pounds like a drum, never relenting
My throat feels as if it were stuffed with cotton
My nose is willing to jump off of my face
I choke up blood today when I wake up
I go to Dr. Ping
She says to get rest and drink more water
You have a fever
I go home slowly, and sigh when I see my uneasy house
I drink some water from my pan
I stroke the cat
And the dog
And the bird
Then go to bed
I feel weaker the next morning
I take pills for energy
I decide to go to Doctor Ping again
When I go there, the building is duck taped
With the sigh, CLOSED
I walk home with no hood on
I need to be full of dignity
I take short breaths, ragged and sharp
My legs feel like their being lugged in honey
I don't make it home
I lay on the dirt, waiting for help
I can see the Hudson River
It's dark and gloomy
Full of horrors and wonders
The moon shines down at me
I can feel myself slipping away
I turn my face so I can see the stars
I want the burning lights to be my last vision
Well, that's the chapter guys! Whoever guesses it first will be mentioned in the next chapter! Anyways, I decided to do an A/N, because I think it is important to get news out there. Anyways, this will be a poem FF. To those who don't want to read this, please just kindly stop reading it. Flames get me really down, but if I have reassurance, I can keep on going.
-AC