This is my first fanfic I have put up on here, so please do forgive me on spelling mistakes and other thing :]
Chapter 1: Depressing Flats songs inspired:
Flyleaf so I though Flyleaf - Much like Falling
Syed at the flat: ~ Syed became a all time low state, and it showed, with his mum telling him, he should of died, at his failed attempt of suicide, while his dad hating him again a lot more that the first time round , and lastly Christian rejecting him, Those words haunted him,
I never want to see you again As it rang though his head time and time again.
Syed was sitting rather sloughed on the couch crying his eyes out, as he remember everything has been through, while holding a pillow, as he looked at the broken prayer beads, all over the floor, lost in thought and under a lot of pressure.
At Christian s Flat: ~ He was sitting on the sofa holding Alex, and reading a magazine, while Alex watched some TV. He though of Syed, wondering if he is okay, wondering about what he might do next. He had been staring at the same page for the past 10 minutes, just constantly thinking. It just turned 6:07pm or 15:07 on his silver digital clock . he looked at Alex, "Hey, I am going to pop out for a while, just going down to the Minute Mart.
Alex looked up. "why?" he questioned. "oh I want to buy something good, for tonight's dinner". Christian replied while getting up, pocketing his key and head for the front door.
Alex smile "Ok see you in a bit".
Christian grabbed his jacket, then kiss Alex on the cheek, and walked out the flat.
At The flat, Syed: ~ Syed was sitting on the floor, picking up the small and delicate green beads, while trying to put them back on the string, he was shivering, as the flat was ice cold inside, as the heating wasn't fitted in yet, no hope, the beads just pinged off, like they didn't wanted to say on the white thread.
Syed broke down again, the sadness in his broken heart, began to kill him... inside. In hope and tearfulness, he thought what Zainab told him, he crouched into a ball, he put his arms over his head, and buried his head in legs, he then thought about what Masood told him, and finally, those sorrowful words of which his lover,... his hope,... his dream,... his Christian... told him. "I never want to see you again"
Those finally words rang through his head, over and over, ringing a million times, repeating, without stopping,
Syed stopped shivering and cold emotionless, tears poured out of his broken soul, ran down his emotionless face, his fear kicked in.
At the high street Christian: ~ As Christian walked out of the Minute Mart, while holding two heavy bags full of food, and walked back to his flat. It was becoming a little colder, than 30 minutes ago, he looked at his watch 6:38 it read Alex might a little worry buy now he though, then turn to his right and walked off.
*click* He opened the door with his metallic keys, I m back he place the shopping onto of the table, welcome back Alex replied while standing in a towel, and still wet sorry if I too so long . Christian words slurred off after he saw Alex, Alex pulled Christian into a deep kiss, into the bedroom while locking the door..