Modern Lullaby

When you missed something important in your life, you can't miss a thing anymore.

Once is not mine.

So this is a silly story, after ship Gremma, WodenSwan, even Swanfire (for like 5 minutes), I became a SwanQueen shipper, it have totally sense for me, so this is a little SQ fic. All the mistakes are mine, English is not my first language.

Modern Lullaby

Today was a calm night in the Swan household, or at least it was until some noises interrupted the silent. Emma look the clock in the night stand, 2:05 AM, five minutes later than the last night, She has been working long shifts the last three weeks, and since then, she has not been sleeping properly any single day. But she wasn't the only one, her wife spent the entire day working at the office and then working at the house, cooking, cleaning and attending the boys and especially today she was really tired.

- He's awake again – said Regina Getting out of bed, still asleep

- Hey, stay here, I'll go – said Emma

- Are you sure? You have to be up at six – asked Regina

- Yeah, I can handle it – smiled Emma – he and I need to have a little chat

Emma walks until the nursery and looked for the little boy who was making little noises in the crib

- Hey buddy, why aren't you asleep at this hour? – Holding the six months baby, and checking his diapers – you are clean – she said – do you want your milk? – So she took one of the feeding bottles to feed the little boy. But even after that, almost 30 minutes later the boy was still awake.

- you know baby boy, is not ok, or funny that you do that every night, your mommy and I, need sleep – talking with the boy – so be a good son and wake up at 5 AM, what do you think? We have a deal? – but the boy was still very awake, looking his mother with his big green eyes.

- So, what's up kid? – Asked Emma to the baby in her arms – you are clean; you don't need food, so why you can't go back to sleep – She kissed the little boy and smiled to him – do you want your mom to sing a song for you? – She asked again – but you know that I don't know any lullaby, so this is the thing, I'm gonna just to sing a song for you, maybe we can call it a modern lullaby – and then she started to sing.

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Where every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

The little boy was still making noises and moves in his mom's arms, but the sweet voice of his mom was making him to be calmer every minute.

Don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Because I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Because even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and
Thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

Now Emma has her eyes focused in her son, she was enjoying the time with her little boy, her perfect and sweet son.

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Because I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Because even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss

The little boy was closing his eyes, and was almost asleep again.

Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
I feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
Because I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Because even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

With careful, Emma was putting the kid again in his crib, still singing the song

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Because I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Because even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
I don't wanna miss a thing

The little boy was finally asleep again, so Emma kissed the cheek of her son and she stayed a little longer still singing in a whisper

- Maybe you don't want to go to sleep dear, but some others in this house want to do it – said Regina entering to the bedroom

- Hey, I told you to stay in the bed – giving a little kiss to the woman in the lips

- I know but you were taking too long, so I came to check - smiling – so, that's a proper song for our son sleep? – She asked

- Oh, is a modern lullaby – Emma smiled

- I liked it, and I don't want you to be awake more time, Simon is already asleep – touching the baby – so, come back to the bed dear, I'm missing you.

- ok give me a second – Emma answered looking her son sleeping in the crib – do you know buddy, I really mean those words, I lost a lot with your brother, so, I don´t want to miss a thing with you baby boy – kissing the child in the head.

- That was very sweet Miss Swan – Regina spoke since the door frame

- I know, and for that you love me Mrs. Swan – leaving the bedroom – let's go back to sleep – taking Regina's hand and walking back to their room.

- And you don't going to miss nothing about our family or our children never again.

- I know Regina, I know.

Fin.