Blood

By: Julian Sidhe

With my blood in my mouth

and your blood on my hands,

I am drawn into this endless game of pain and anguish.

I can still remember the taste

Of the blood.

Sweet, like candy

Sweet like the lies you fed me,

Precious like our sordid love.

The Gun is on the Floor

Gleaming evilly in the light of the full moon.

I never should have trusted you,

With my life, my heart, my soul, my body.

My love.

I deteriorate in this empty shell,

That I have become.

Waiting for him to come and rescue me,

Rescue me from this hell you've made.

From this hell I made crumble when I took your life.

Of which, I feel nothing.

Not Guilt. Not Pain.

My lover, my Keeper.

Hold my tether tight, if you will,

But I shall only stray to destroy you.

Destroy me.

Even now I can remember my blood in my mouth

And your blood on my hands.

I remember the taste.

And still, I feel nothing.

[end.]

Mmm, nothing like angsty poetry at midnight. Okay, I have a Gravitation RP to advertise. It's called "Spicy Marmalade" named by the oh-so-wonderful Clavier, run by two great admin. I'm a mod (w/ Clavier--we rock! XD.) It's a fun RP, serious, but not like mad repressive. Except for our little problem with the content filter that we're working on fixing. grins

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Hiro

Suguru

Noriko

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-The Lovely Julian Sidhe.