Author's Note: Hey y'all! This is my first fan fiction story so if there's grammatical mistakes or anything please let me know. Also, the characters solely belong to Rainbow Rowell and I just made a change in the plot. I love Baz and Simon so much that I had to write a fan fiction on them. Hope you like!

This story starts from the scene when Baz was rescued from the numpties by his Aunt Fiona.

Baz

"Front seat is for people who haven't been kidnapped by numpties," aunt Fiona says.

I groan and get in the backseat. Aunt Fiona just saved me from numpties who had kidnapped me in the woods while I was busy draining a deer. I have advanced hearing abilities. A perk of being a vampire. The night I was kidnapped, I have no idea why my hearing skills did not get along with me. I am a shitty vampire. Hell, if I'm telling anyone I've been kidnapped my numpties and kept in a coffin for 2 months straight. Honestly, I don't know how I've survived.

Maybe it's the thought of him that kept me sane. Blue eyes, bronze curls, cute smirk, confused face with a light sprinkle of freckles.

Simon Bloody Snow.

My roommate, my arch nemesis, and I'm in love with him. I have no idea how that happened, maybe in our fifth year when he used to follow me everywhere. I'm supposed to hate him. Kill him. He's the Mage's Heir, and so an enemy of the Pitch family. And yet there I was, thinking of him to keep myself sane. Never can anybody know of my feelings for him. Especially not him. I know I can never get him so why bother? I'll just keep on hating him.

"Let's take you straight home and get you some rest. I have no idea how your father will react and don't count on me to get you out of trouble this time around." She doesn't say it but I know she thinks it. I'm a shame to the Pitch family.

"But Fiona I have to get back to Watford. I'm already lagging behind in 2 months' worth of work. It's be a miracle if that Bunce girl didn't already take my rank as first."

"I'm not hearing any of that. Besides you need to get your rest." I didn't argue with her. Every muscle in my body was aching from being crammed in that coffin.

I decided to attend Watford when I was feeling better.

Simon

I sat with Penelope in the library reading Magickal History. Penny was asking me questions about the Formation of the Coven in 1957 and I wasn't paying attention since my mind was wandering some place else.

"- plans of the Coven – Simon, are you even paying attention? You know this test counts for a quarter of our grade and we really have to do our best since this is our last year."

I jerk my face up from my palm. "Sorry Penny. I try but I really don't understand this stuff."

Penny lets out a sigh. "This is about Baz isn't it?"

"Penny – yeah. I think he's not coming back because he's busy plotting my death. He's probably going to bite me and suck me dry, you know, since he's a vampire and all."

Penny lets out an even longer sigh. "Simon! He's not a vampire. Besides, do you have proof? And even if he is, what would you do? And shouldn't you be happy he's not coming back?!"

"How can I be happy when he is planning my death?!"

Just then Agatha, comes and sits next to me. I haven't talked to her since school started, just hellos and heys whenever we'd see each other in the hallways. The last time I'd seen her before vacation was in the woods, holding hands with Baz, and doing who knows what. I didn't get to confront them since me and Penny were sucked out of the woods by the Humdrum at the exact moment. But I'm pretty sure they've seen me and Penny.

"Hey Simon – Penny," Agatha starts nervously then looks at me, "I was hoping maybe we could take a walk outside?" I glance at Penny. I know what she's thinking. Maybe Agatha wants to justify that event with Baz and apologize.

"Alright, lets go." I glance once more at Penny. She just shrugged.

We go outside and walk along the ramparts. The silence was getting unbearably awkward so I decided to speak up. "So… how are you doing?" I tried to ignore the fact that it sounded like a question in a question.

"I'm – fine. There's something I need to tell you." She instantly looks down at her hands.

Oh I know what you're going to do I thought you're going to apologize and I'm not going to make it easy for you.

"Yeah – go on," I prompt her.

Agatha

"Yeah go on."

I thought this was going to be easy. Now I'm nervous and kind of feel hot in this cold weather. How can I tell him I want to break up with him? He's always been there for me and now I want to hurt him? But I've thought about it. I'm not really in love with him. I've always loved him as a friend without realizing it. And I want us to be friends. I don't deserve a guy like him. Finally I speak up.

"Simon, I don't think our relationship is serious."

There's a confused look on his face at first. Then his eyes go wide.

"Is – is this about… about Baz?" he stammers yet his eyes are filled with rage and doubt.

"No… maybe partially," I didn't feel like lying, "but the actual thing is I'm – I'm not in love with you." I stopped to let him process that. Now his look softened and he looked worried. "I love you as a friend and will always keep loving you that way. So I think we should break up."

"But – but I love you," he partially shouts.

"Do you really?"

He stops to think for a moment and holds my gaze. His expression returns to doubt.

"Just what I thought," I say.

"I know you're doing this because of Baz. He asked you to. It only makes sense. That evil git, he won't stop making my life miserable. What-"

"No!" I cut in and look at him with slight disgust. "This is my decision. Don't make him part of this."

Now he looks at me with disgust. "I guess now I don't need any explanation of what you were doing in the woods with him." He turns and walks away. My face turns pale.

"But Simon I'm not lying," I jog after him, "I still want us to be friends though…"

"Agatha… please. I've had enough for today," he says and walks away faster, that expression of sadness not leaving his face. That expression which will haunt me for some time.

Simon

Agatha broke up with me. Never have I ever thought that would happen. But she made me realize something. I never was in love with her. Sure I liked having her around and joking with her and complaining about my roommate but that's what friends do. Maybe I should tell her that we should be friends after all. But right now I'm too confused or tired to deal with her.

I've told Penny though. She said she knew it was going to happen eventually and Agatha isn't worth my time (not that I used to give her my time, probably why she broke up with me).

So right now I'm in bed trying to get some sleep but I couldn't. There's so much going on that I needed to clear my head. I decided to go out and walk in the cool breeze for some time.

Just as I opened the door to go out, a figure rushed inside and fell on top of me. I was stunned and realized my eyes were close. Then I looked up at the face hovering over mine.

Baz.