My Heart Is Broken…
22nd of July 2011
I am heartbroken. My throat is swelling with the rage of my father! He always see's the bad side in Arthur, just because he is the prince! He continuously gives lectures about how selfish the royal kingdom is, even though Arthur is one of the most loyal people I know! My father has no right to judge anybody because of their bringing up in the world! Just because HE'S POOR! Well, I suppose we are poor… Why can't he understand my feelings for Arthur! Arthur Pendragon is a hero and a saviour! He will be our ruler in the end! EVERYONE WILL OBBEY HIM! However much my father complains I will treat Arthur with respect and dignity. My feelings for him sometimes overwhelm me in front of my father. He gets furious when I talk about him or even say his name! Crazy old oaf. No, that was UN kind, he's not ill. I'm worried. Very worried in fact. He is struggling to walk to the table and today he couldn't sit on his wooden chair. It will get better though… Oh no, is that Arthur at the doorstep? I should retrieve his query, before my dad does! Bye, I will write in my journal tomorrow!
Guinevere