It was you.
It was always you
It started off as a mindless crush– intentions were pure and were not supposed to go any further...I was the unpopular kid, so liking you would put me with the big gals right? Older ladies would pat my head in cheers, Mutuals with the same crush glared but if it was for popularity it was worth it. I would only hope.
Acting the part was easy, making enemies was easy, co signing you until you called me annoying was easy
But at the end of the day, it hurts.
Mom called it a mid life crisis but i'm only 12, when will you look at me? when will you acknowledge me?
I'm on my hands and knees
Guilt tears at me, I shout, I'm sorry
I can never make him love me, The truth of the matter tore me apart.
I cry against my pillow.
I've fallen into my own man-made hole and I cannot get out
It was true.
I've fallen for someone who could never love me and who should never love me.
Sasuke, I dont deserve you.
Forgive me