Lapis Prologue
RatedT for: a bit of yaoi goodness
I don't own Sayid or any of the other Lost characters…I just like to give them even more issues so my friends and I can analyze them in our psych class.
A/N…my first shot at this writing style or whatever you want to call it. I've been wanting to do it for awhile though. And the lyrics and title are by Gackt form the song Lapis Prologue. The translation is by Mina-P, who has the best Gackt lyrics site ever.
setsunai hodo ni dakishimerareteita kono karada o
honno sukoshi dake tsuyoku naru tame ni mizukara o
kizuketeita...
I could embrace this body until it hurts
I could hurt myself
In order to become just a little bit stronger...
tooku e tsuzuku michi o ima wa arukitsuzukeru... dake sa
I just... keep walking on the endlessly continuing road
This isn't what he had in mind by comfort. Gentle hands caress his heated skin, assuring him that everything will be okay, that somehow life will get back to normal for both of them. Sayid didn't mean to seduce the one person on the island he can count on to care for him now that Shannon is gone. And that's what he needs right now. Someone to care for him. He needs to put his world back in order, and someone has to watch to make sure he doesn't make the same mistakes this time. He didn't mean to put his trust in yet another fragile human who could be taken away just as easily as everyone else in his life. He didn't mean for any of this to happen, but it has. Charlie isn't the only addict on the island. This is what Sayid needs to stay sane, or as sane as he can be, so he comes back for more. Now he feels everything falling into the place he imagines it should be, where his mind is blacked out by sheer pleasure, and he can't help but scream for the one who he craves and doesn't care that Sayid might just be using him.
"Jack…"
Yay! It's over! You can now attempt to forget it ever happened.