A/N: sooo this is my first try at a story, I'm sorry if this is really depressing but it will get going. I just want to try with this first chapter and I'll see how it goes. If you read this then thanks! Review if you want to.

It's wrong. The emptiness is unexplained. I touch but I feel nothing. I look but I see nothing. I love but I love the nothing. The dark. The black. I'm consumed. I'm lost why don't you try and find me? I'm at sea why don't you try and save me? There's a storm inside but you're at the eye of it. Your beauty is like a tornado, I marvel at it then it sucks me in and I am destroyed by it. Do you feel? Do you see? The dark. The black. Its nothing to you.

This is what its been like since I first saw you. I'd be lying if I said it happened immediately, it crept up on me like a snake. Unexpected but powerful. Since you first walked into my eighth grade math class, I knew it would never be the same.

Short I know, sorry but like I said I just want to try this out.