Author's Note: So Hi GUYS! This is my first ever Jori fanfic..=)! So pls be easy on me =)! It's been a year since I've actually write something new …=)!

Inspired by a song =))!

Disclaimer: Sadly I don't own Victorious coz if I did own it Jade and Tori would be together by now

=Chapter 1=

I knew this day would come soon but I never thought that it would come too early. Why did she have to go so soon?

I'm here on my knees again with your picture and I'm crying like an idiot. I know it's been a month since you've been gone but I'm a fool that can't live without you. What do you want me to do? Severely, I guess I loved you too severely.

I cry and cry everyday hoping that it wasn't real. I don't know when I'll be able to stop crying. My friend told me to let you go but I think letting you go is more severe than dying.

No matter how much it hurts , everyday I practiced trying to get used to spending a day as if it's nothing . I don't think I can forget you that easily.

If this was how it's going to be, I shouldn't have loved. When will I forget about you?

Everything I do reminds me of you. You don't know how much you changed me. I was hoping that I could spend all my life with you but I guess that would never happen now. I wish I have done something that would prevent this from happening but I can't turn back time but I wish I can.

I know crying won't get you back here with me but what do you want me to do?

Because of you, I can't even dream of another love.

What's so hard about saying goodbye that I can't even open my lips and am hesitating?

You remain deeper than a scar in my heart so I can't erase you.

"Goodbye" as I said that word more tears started to flow.

I touched her tombstone before leaving and after that I got up and walked towards my car.

I never thought that I'll be saying goodbye too soon.

Tori Vega

February 19, 1993 - February 7,2012

A beloved friend,sister and daughter

She will be missed.

=End of Chapter 1=

Author's Note: SO what do you think bout this 1st chapter? I know I made Tori die…but don't worry she'll be back soon…=))! Pls REVIEW ..!

I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHEN IS TORI'S BIRTHDAY SO I USED VICTORIA JUSTICE'S BIRTHDAY. I know I made her die a couple days before her birthday . I picked February 7 because it was the saddest day of my life too…someone important to me died that day =((!

PLEASE REVIEW it give's me inspiration to write the next chapter =))!