Thirty

This is slighty different storyline I am doing but I hope you like it

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is based on the book Something Borrowed

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As I perch on an coach in a dark lounge at a club at my surprise 30th birthday party, that was organize by Sharpay who is my best friend and has been since the age of eight years old. I come to realize thirty is just a number,that you are only as old as you feel. And I realize in the scheme of things that thirty is still young,But is not that young.

Tonight the chapter on my twenties will be closed forever. It reminds me of a New Year's Eve. When the countdown is starting and I am not sure to do- grab my camera or live in the moment.

I did not plan being single in thirties, even in my early thirties, Hell according to the timetable I had planned when I was ten in class, the teacher Miss Grant had set us a the task of answering this question 'Where do you see yourself in twenty years?' I was meant to be at a fancy restaurant where my husband the father of my two children was meant to be toasting to me so here I am on a brink on the brink of a new decade, I finally realize that you can't create your own timetable and it will come on the eve of my thirtieth birthday I must face I am 0 for 2,

Yes I am an attorney at a large New York firm, but I am miserable, being a lawyer is nothing you see on the televisions I work long hours doing tedious paperwork I work for a mean boss who expects me to work all the time and have no social life , I am rarely in court and I get paid very little,: everyday I wake up and I think to myself I hate my job, I will quit soon, just soon as my off my loans, just soon as I make next year's bonus, will find someone that will pay it for me.

I am alone in a city of millions, I have plenty of friends as proven by the solid turn out tonight, friends to jog in the park with, Friends to holiday with, Friends to meet on Friday night after work for drinks, and I have Sharpay my best friend who is all above. But I have no boyfriend to celebrating turning of a new decade with.

And that being along makes my thirties daunting and being thirty makes me feel all the more alone.

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What ya think? Something different? Yes know Sharpay and Gabi are friends but it will work for the storyline

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