Disclaimers: Paramount owns them all I'm just playing with them a little.
Ok, A lot but in a good way most of the time. After I'm thru playing I
will return them. I know Janeway and Chakotay would never act like this.
Author Note: This is a story I wrote long ago and posted in a forum. It will never
be completed, but I decided on a whim that I wanted to share it with you. I hope
you will enjoy these 4 chapters I wrote over 4, or even 5, years ago. This is the
only Star Trek Voyager story I ever wrote while I was still in the fandom but the
Star Trek series will always hold a very special place in my heart although
my love now lies with anime. If there is someone that feels they want to finish
this in my place just contact me and let me know. Well, then... good reading!
Rating: M for sexual situations, languish, violence, pregnancy.
Rating: M for sexual situations, languish, violence, pregnancy, rape, child abuse.
Genres: AU, romance, angst, tragedy, mystery, Sci-fi, fantasy, time-travels,
More may turn up
Summary: Voyager is home and secrets are beginning to surface. Why is
there no civilian record of Chakotay and Kathryn Janeway after a certain
point in their lives? When Starfleet start an official trial they will find something
that will leave Earth and humanity marked for Generations.
Pairing: Chakotay/Janeway, Chakotay/OFC, Tom/B'Elanna
Read, Enjoy and Review.
Time To Go Back
By Monkan
Part 1
One moment fireworks lighted up the sky and the most beautiful planet
filled the view screen of Voyager's bridge. Earth, Home. They had made it
home through the Delta Quadrant. 7 years of fear's, hard work and the
small hope if they would ever get home. But there had been the good time's
that had kept them going. Cheers could be heard from all over the ship,
people embracing each other. B'Elanna and Tom in sickbay with their little
baby girl Miral. On the bridge Tuvok and Harry Kim stood at their usual
stations with Seven of Nine between them at the command consol. Ensign
Ayala at the helm after Tom left and Kathryn Janeway and Chakotay in their
chairs on the command centre.
A tear slide down Kathryn's cheek, "I can't believe it."
Chakotay watched her from his seat. He reached out a hand and grasped
hers. She turned her head to look at the man of her love.
"You did it."
"We did it." She corrected.
"Yes my love, we did it." He smiled back at her and without any more
thought he stood up and took the few steps until he stood in front of
Kathryn and pulled her up from her chair. She didn't even resist and when
he put his hand in her hair every one had stopped with what they were
doing and looked at what was happening. Harry Kim had even alarmed other's
who in their turned had told the rest and every one was waiting for an
update. The ship seemed to hold its breath. The com channel was open all
over the ship.
"You are so beautiful Kathryn."
"Flattery will get you no where right now, Chakotay." They could hear the
amusement in her voice.
"So what will?" He asked just as amused.
"You know what will."
"Yes, I do. But the rest of the crew doesn't."
There was an audible gasp around the ship. They couldn't believe what they
just heard.
"Yes you are right." There were a sigh behind that.
"I believe they will grow to accept it." He was playing with her face,
trailing his finger across her jaw, cheeks, and nose and when he came to
her lips her toung came out to lightly lick his finger before retreating
into her mouth again. His other hand had come to rest on her waist.
"Chakotay, shut up and kiss me."
"Aye, Captain."
And so he did. He intended to make most of the opportunity as he could.
Kathryn's arm's reached around his neck to lightly grip his hair just as
they pressed their bodies together. His toung exploring her mouth like he
always did when he kissed her and with the crew watching them he intended
to make a show that would leave them with no doubt that she was his. Off
course the main agenda was to make her want more when they where alone.
Much more.
It worked pretty well only Kathryn knew what kind of game Chakotay would
play to get what he wanted. But she would make him work for it. Later.
They broke apart with the whistling and gigantic cheers from the crew as
they applauder for them.
"Way to go Commander, finally." They heard Tom say over the com. "Hey
break out the non-synteholic, it's all on me."
Chakotay smiled down at Kathryn and planted a little kiss on her nose.
They should only know.
The next moment a transporters was heard and probably at least two armed
security details along with Admiral Paris, Nechavey and Geaordan.
"Admiral Paris, what is going on?" Kathryn asked confusion coloured her
voice but the three Admirals' knew it was fake.
"It's over Captain. We are taking you and Mr Chakotay into custody. There
will be trail later." Admiral Nechavey said.
"What for?" Tuvok asked from his station.
Admiral Paris walked to her and in death seriousness.
"Who are you Kathryn?"
Five day's later: court room.
The buzz of low chattering and whispering echoed around the gigantic room
in the middle of Starfleet ground in San Francisco.
The entire Voyager crew was there along with their families and friends
and there was still room for reporters and other people that had the right
contacts were there.
Some couldn't believe what was about to happen, The Intrepid Class
Voyager's command team was being court martial. For what purpose they
didn't know.
"All rise."
Every one rise as the judge came into the room. She was in her late
thirties and was betazoid. One of the best judge's in the whole
Federation, called Pellowa Stinftly.
"Please be seated."
"Will the accused please step forward?"
Kathryn and Chakotay was lead into the room and stood together in front of
the judge.
"I have been brief on the case but I still don't know the full case so
will the three Admirals step forward and explain this meeting?"
Admiral Nechavey started talking. Every one knew that she didn't fancy the
Captain before and right now she was going to bring her up in court.
"Until a few weeks ago we didn't know what we do now and that is Kathryn
Janeway and Chakotay is not who they say they are, in worst case they can
be spies from a new rase we don't know or a final act from the dominions.
When we looked up theirs files we couldn't find anything about these two
people. When I talked to Admiral Paris he said Admiral Janeway had a
daughter but… She is dead. Your honour, last week a sciences vessel
arrived at the crash site where Admiral Janeway, Lt. Justin Tighe AND
Ensign Kathryn Janeway died on impact. They found her in Justin's arms and
the cold temperature has left them intact. They also fond out Kathryn
Janeway hair colour is brown not with a hint of red so there is some identity
confirmation that is wrong. The same goes for Chakotay. The few survivors
from Devoran V said the same thing about Chakotay. Kolopak had a son and
he left his tribe and joined Starfleet and later on joined the Maqies. But
not long into his rebel activities he was killed and Carrdassinas found
him later and confirmed it and left his body there. They made a small
record of their findings that Starfleet only have had access to the last 5
days.'' She stopped and took a much needed breath. Some was amazed how she
had managed this far into her speech without tsking much for breath.
''Who they are, we don't know but they sure did a good act of this and
fooled not just us but their entire crew for over 7 years."
She paused to take a much needed breath again. The shocked silence around
her was almost alive and touchable; the crew of Voyager was stunned from
what the heard. Even little Miral could almost sense the tension and
started to softly cry.
"We are here today to get some answers and if they don't say anything we
will be forced to take greater measures."
The judge absorbed the news.
Kathryn leaned over to Chakotay's ear and whispered something that made
him agree.
"Kathryn Janeway, step into the chair."
She did, now she stood beside Nechavey. "Do you swear to tell the truth
and nothing but the truth?"
"Yes your honour."
"Then who are you?"
"The one I've always been, your honour."
"And that would be..."
"Kathryn Janeway."
Whispering started in the audience slowly rising.
"Order!" Pellowa said hitting her club in the table.
"Ms Janeway will you please tell us why there is no record of you and mr
Chakotay?"
"We aren't registrated here." She stated.
"Why not?" Pellowa asked a little annoyed.
She didn't say anything.
"Will you please answer the question?"
Once more the room was death silence.
Pellowa sighed. "Ms Janeway, I am here to decide what to do with you and
with your refusal to answer it can be very serious if you do not defend
yourself."
Kathryn's lip started to move but before she said anything she looked at
Chakotay. "To set things right and…"
"Yes. Set thing right and…?" Nechavey said having a glimt in her eye that
Chakotay didn't like.
"Nothing. Your honour." Chakotay replied.
"Damn it why won't you say something?" Nechavey yelled at Kathryn.
"Because it would be a crime to TPD." Kathryn almost yelled back.
"And what the hell is TPD?"
Again she didn't answer. Nechavey was getting really angry now.
"Did you have sex with the Maquis leader?"
"What?" Came both their shouts while whispering in the audience was
getting louder.
"You heard me."
"Your honour."
"My personal relationship with Chakotay is none of your damn business."
"I disagree, did you or did you not take him to your bed?"
"This can't be right." Admiral Paris said. "Is it Katie?" He asked using
one of her nicknames.
This time the chat among the audience got even louder. "Are you in love
with him?"
"Order."
Some one in the back who was really loud screamed 'whore' to Kathryn.
Some gasped at that, even Kathryn herself.
But before the person in the back could say anything more some of the
Voyager crew came to her defence. "Shut up." They screamed back. B'Elanna
was among them who sat near him and while trying to reassure Miral who had
started to cry went to attack. It took Tom, Ayala, Chell and Jarron to
hold her back. So pissed was she and still she held onto little Miral. But
many of the crew was equal pissed about what the Admiral had stated. So
the noise was defeating. The judge banged her club and tried to silence
them but to no effect.
"Yes." The whole room froze. "Yes." said Kathryn. "I love him. I have for
years."
Every one was stunned at what they were hearing.
"I've loved him for a very long time and I will always do." She was now
standing up from her chair and nodded to Chakotay to come to her. When he
reached her side he slipped an arm around her waist and hers around his,
holding each other closely. "We love each other more then anything and we
are never going to leave each other. I have loved Chakotay for a very long
time and had to fight for it even before we came here. Being stranded out
in the Delta Quadrant gave us time to fall even more in love."
Chakotay squeezed her waist and continued for her. "We came here to escape
from our past and build a new future. You can't punish us for that and if
you do then there is a flaw in the system." He looked down at Kathryn then
up again. "I love Kathryn with all my body and soul. Nothing you ever do
can change that. She is my…" He looked at the judge, "… Imzadi." came his
soft whisper.
"If taking someone you love to bed is a crime then you got something wrong
in your head. To hold the one you love when you sleep and kiss her on the
lips, to say you love her and know she love you back. I don't see how much
better we are from you. Your question is lacking information Admiral, you
are going from your own believe what you think is true. Anything else you
drag up from our relationship will only prove what is already proven. We -
Love - Each - Other and you are the most desperate person we have ever
met."
Now it was Pellowa's turn to say a question. "All you say can be made up.
I have seen people doing desperate things to save themselves so unless you
can prove what you are saying are true I have no need to believe you.
There are no records from either of you about your love and relationship
so how can you prove yourself and if you can I will deny any more
questions I see irelivailate to this hearing on the subject."
Kathryn disentangled herself from Chakotay but hold onto his hand when she
took the step up to the judge and said something quietly. Pellowa nodded
and leaned forward along with half the audience. Kathryn whispered
something into her ear that made the judge eye's go wide. Before laying a
hand over Kathryn's and mouthed something back with a smile. "Admiral,
please continue and if you are rude in any way or continuing in the same
line of questioning you will be forced to leave the room. Is that clear."
"Yes your honour. Kathryn Janeway what does TPD mean?"
Kathryn remained silence. "Chakotay can you answer my question."
He was equal silence.
"ANSWER!" Nechavey yelled.
All that accomplished was making every one jump and little Miral to cry
again other than that, nothing.
Pellowa had had enough. "Take them away."
Security walked up to them and escorted them away.
When they walked out of the building, people had gathered around the
entree and when they saw Kathryn and Chakotay they started to shout angry
and disgusted comments. Something along the lines 'maqui whore', 'maqui
bastard' and 'she probably had sex with him to get him on her side' some
one said and another replied 'she really worked hard'.
Chakotay took one of Kathryn's hands and squeezed it reassuringly. Then
they started walk down the stairs. One of the guards got hit in the head
and left a hole in the security line, some of the people got in and
grabbed Kathryn by her clothes. Chakotay tried to stop them but someone
grabbed him by his arm and held him back. Kathryn started to fight back
but with one stronger enemy against her she didn't had much chance. The
man dragged her to the side so she lost her footing.
"NO..." But it was to late when Chakotay screamed.
Kathryn stumbled to the side and started to fall down the stairs, the
sudden movement made the man lost his grip on her and nothing could stop
her fall. Chakotay reached out his unrestrained hand trying to catch her,
but failed.
Kathryn tried to protect her middle section as much as she could. In that
few moments of her fall time seemed to stand still and she relived the
years happy years she had on Voyager with Chakotay, how they loved and
lived without the crews knowing.
The first time Chakotay had held her in his arms the first week in the
Delta Quadrant. The night talks they had about a future and the family
they wanted with each other. Every time they had made love on Voyager.
Their time on New Earth. The secret dinners together and when she waked up
the next morning in his arms and how he would always lay wake and watch
her and plant kisses on her shoulder, face, mouth, neck and later on her
belly.
Her belly, her baby, their baby. Two month ago Chakotay and she had used
amedical tricorder he "Borrowed" from sickbay and had in the few seconds
confirmed her suspicions. She was pregnant. She hadn't started to show
until the final three weeks on Voyager and only replicated a new uniform,
designed to change and look like she had her old uniform on. So they could
hide her condition from the crew. Even the doctor didn't know, every time
she needed to go to sickbay for a check-up they would deactivate the
Doctor and take the necessary scans themselves.
Now she didn't even know if the baby would survive these few moments in
time. Chakotay have been so caring and loving father-to-be, it was almost
sweet.
The next Kathryn knew was the pain in her body when she connected with the
base of the stairs, her arms and hands still protecting her belly.
The crowd around had stopped in fear at what had occurred when Kathryn
began to fall. When Chakotay finally came to his senses he brooked free
from the grasp on his arm and ran down to Kathryn, she laid unmoving.
Kneeling down beside her he stocked her face and placed his other hand
underneath hers where they slightly lost their protective hold. Tears
rolled down his cheeks when his Kathryn opened her eyes to look at him.
"Kathryn..." His voice broke at the end. "Hold on, you will be alright.
You will see."
"...hold… me ... please."
A medical team arrived and one began to scan her. She got a chock from the
readings, she had watched the live vids from the trail but this was
shocking. This must have been what she told the judge.
"Will... my baby... survive?" Kathryn asked in fear of the answer.
"At the moment," she said and placed a hand on Chakotay's shoulder. "I
need you to keep her calm." before turning to the others. "We need to get
her to a medical centre. Now."
Not before long a transport beam took them with it to a medical centre.
Left was a silence that stretched out over the whole planet.
"Blood pressure is returning to normal."
"It was to close for my taste."
"They are both going to be ok."
Movement could be heard in the dark void. A familiar voice echoed louder
then the others.
"She will wake up any moment, Chakotay."
"Thank you doc, I can never thank you for... I don't think I could go on
if anything..."
"You don't need to say anything Commander."
"Chakotay?"
A hand reached out to him when he reached her bed side.
"Kathryn." came his tearfully smile. "Everything is going to work out." He
said taking her hand in his, entangled their fingers just like they had
done on New Earth.
Her trout was dry and her voice didn't want to come trough. "What..."
"You where pushed outside the court house, remember?"
"No... Yes there were so many people there. Angry. Shouting things." Her
mind felt tired.
Seeing her like this made him want to take her into his arms and take over
her pain but he knew he couldn't.
"Rest now Kathryn." He cooed her.
"Chakotay... the baby?" Her eyes vied with fear as a possible scenario
escaped into her mind. "She is alright, Kathryn." A tear run down her
cheek.
The doctor came up to them. "I'm going to give her a sedative so she can
rebuild her strength."
Kathryn heard a hiss by her ear and before she fell into a restful sleep
she whispered. "You are wrong... it's a he." Then she drifted of. Leaving
a smiling Chakotay and an eyebrow-raised doctor.
The next day when Kathryn awaked Chakotay was there for her. "Hi."
"Hi." He kissed her on her forehead. "How are you felling?"
"Like a rag doll." She said groaning. "Chakotay we can't go on like this."
"No we can't, I could had lost you today and our baby. I don't think I
could go though it again."
"We have to tell them or some day we will both get killed before we can
complete our mission. It's a risk we can't take."
Chakotay nodded his head and grasped her hand. "I'll call Admiral Paris
and ask him to call every one back but not before you are better. Kathryn
you realise we can't tell them the whole truth."
Sighing at the protective nature he felt over her. "Yes I know but before
that we have plenty of time to arrange a home for this little one if
anything should go wrong." Placing her hand on the slight swell of her
stomach she closed her eyes. As if on cue she felt a kick in return making
her jump and gasp. She took and placed Chakotay's hand against the spot.
"She sure is an active girl just like her mother." He knew Kathryn wasn't
going to let him get away easy.
"You don't get it do you? It is a boy looking just like his father."
"How can you be sure?"
"Intuition and boys are bigger then girls so unless I am caring around a
shuttle now when I'm only 4 ½ month along you will pay my coffee for a
month after he is born."
"And if I am right?" He asked whit a few suggestions in store. "It's your
choice." Kathryn said.
He leaned forward and whispered in her ear making her eyes go wider then
when he came to her quarter…
…naked, he had been in Sandrine's playing poker with some fellow
crewmember and after a promising round and a few "to many" beers they had
him getting along with a bet that he couldn't quiet remember what it was
about but it ended with him naked in the corridor. He had to sneak through
half the ship and watch out the rest crew because it was time for the
night shift and some one had extra people on it.
He swore that night if anything embarrassing happened he would personal
make sure Tom Paris had enough time with the Doctor that he think three
times before trying to do a stunt like this again.
When he finally came to his quarter and typed in his code the doors
wouldn't open. He checked the computer and someone had changed his code
so he was trapped out side in the corridor, to make it worse he could hear
some people coming his way, women, at least seven of them if his hearing
wasn't wrong.
"Shit."
Then he asked the computer as a final free place if Kathryn was in her
quarter. "Affirmed."
"Thanks spirits..." The voices were getting louder.
He pressed the chime and when the doors opened a stunned Kathryn opened
the door. Her hair was down in a more relaxed stile then when she was on
duty. Her pink silk robe was on and probably not much under.
Kathryn's eyes widen to the limit at what was at her door step. Chakotay,
naked, glorious naked and from the desperate look to dirty look in his
eyes she could see how hard he was getting from looking at her.
It was a very nice view indeed. "Well... this is a nice surprise indeed
Chakotay." She smiled at him and when they both heard the closing voices
she smiled even more.
"Please Kathryn can I come in I don't want this reputation on my neck and
the thought of how they will look at me after this stunt. I will also have
B'Elanna after me for killing Tom."
She stepped back inviting him in. "Thanks." he said when he passed her in
a hurry, letting the doors close behind him just in time as the female
crewmembers came around the corner. Never knowing what they had just
missed.
Inside Kathryn's quarter Chakotay went into her bedroom and took her
blanket and wrapped it around him. His hard-on was fading with the privacy
and getting something to cover himself whit. When he got out from
Kathryn's bedroom it didn't mater cause she sat in one of the chairs with
her legs crossed leaving very little for his already well informed mind to
play with. The upper part of her rob was open just enough to show a hint
of cleavage. His eye's darkening again.
Kathryn was having just as much fun looking and admiring Chakotay but with
the blanked hiding almost everything good she had the pleasure of seeing
how she made him hotter under the blanket. She was already aroused from
the good view at her door.
"So what bring you here, Chakotay because I don't think it's your style to
show up naked at my door?"
He came closer to her and took her hand lifting her up from the chair and
lowering him into it and placed Kathryn on his lap. She could feel him
twist under her butt. "Oh this is getting better and better." Her hands
taking his and placed them on her stomach. "So, what happened?"
"One of the crew's stunts. They got me drunk and made me go along a bet."
Sensing his mode she guessed he didn't remember what it was about.
"And somehow I ended up naked in the holodeck, with no one around, no
clothes but just enough sober to know where I was and what was missing. So
when I finally got to my quarter unseen between shifts my code was changed
and I had no other choice then to come here."
"That was some adventure?"
His hand's was playing with hers a few minutes before one of his came up
and cupped her breast. Making her ache her back in approval. Groaning whit
the feeling he was stirring in her. not much for a relaxing night. she
thought.
But if he was playing dirty so could she. She arched her back and wrapped
her arms around his neck at the same time her butt pressed down on his
manhood and she let out a sound that made Chakotay groan in response.
After a few minutes of teasing each other Chakotay couldn't take it any
longer and scooped her up in his arms making her shriek and walked with
her in his arms into her bedroom, he knew the from experience with Kathryn
that the carpet would be a bad choice with the desire he felt at that
moment and didn't wanted to hurt her. The blanket he had was left some
where on the way to bed.
They didn't get out before their shift began and a very sated first
officer walked onto the bridge intending on making Tom Paris life a living
hell.
Later on they thought it was probably that night that made Kathryn
pregnant. And that made the memory even sweeter...
"You better make that two months of coffee, commander."
"Deal, Doctor."
"What are you doing?" Kathryn asked.
"Yes commander." Asked the doctor when he got in.
"Are we going to settle this now Kathryn?"
She looked from him to doc and then back again. "Ok. Doctor can you tell
us what gender our child has?"
"Delighted, Captain." He went to sheck some data and then returned whit a
smug smile.
"I hope you are ready to pay the captain's coffee." At their shocked faceshe
added "I heard only your bet cause I was in on my was in here to check
on you."
"It's a boy." Kathryn asked.
"Yes."
"I told you so Chakotay. Now I hope you have plenty of rations."
"It's also a girl."
"What?" This time it was their joined voices. One shocked and one delighted.
"You are caring twins, one of both gender and they are healthy as long as
you are." He then left them alone with the news.
Twins. They were having twins. What a catch thought Chakotay but his
thoughts didn't go any longer because Kathryn slapped him hard on the
arm. "Ouch. Why did you do that for?"
"Because of you now I WILL go around caring a shuttle for another 4½
month. How could you put me in this situation?"
"Admit it Kathryn despite all the hard work you wouldn't give either of
them up or regret them for a second, now and when you hold them in your
arms." He said with a smile.
"Damn, why do you always hit home no matter what you do to me."
Kissing her on the lips he whispered. "Practice." He stated then kissed
her again until one of the monitors started to beep for Kathryn's lack of
oxygen. "If it doesn't work in the next 4 month's think of it as your
saving yourself from another pregnancy."
But in his mind Chakotay had no intentions of saving her from another
pregnancy when this one was over. He would indeed enjoy every bit of it.
If they lived to see their children grow up of course. "Not to mention the
caffeine set back you have to learn to live with."
Kathryn groaned again and this time when he bended to kiss her she bit his
toung.
"Ouch…"
One week later. When the Doctor allowed Kathryn to leave the hospital she
felt a little on edge. She knew it was because of the fact they was going
to tell them the truth, well, almost the whole truth.
While Kathryn and Chakotay had spent the week on the hospital they knew
rumours about the baby was already famous.
Even the man who was responsible for Kathryn's fall had send a sorry and
get well card, old fashioned. He also written if he had knew he wouldn't
have made it go so far.
His sister had been 4 years when she had been subjected to abuse while on
shore leave, the guilty never found. She didn't survive; he couldn't bear
to himself be responsible for another innocent life to be taken. In the
end he had send yellow roses as a last gift before he left for Kesik 4.
Kathryn felt sorry for him about his sister. It reminded her of what she
had left behind, she shivered.
"Are you all right Kathryn?" Chakotay said concerned.
"Yes, just let's have this over with."
And so they walked into the court room. Judge Pellowa and the three
Admirals sat at their places. If it even was possible, more of Voyager's
crew's family and friends was there. Phoebe and Gretchen were on the front
seats. B'Elanna was beside them for security measures, Tom with Miral
beside her and the rest of the senior staff. Admiral Nechavey had been
forbidden to speak which made every one in the crew happy. It was the
judge herself who would question.
The meting has started.
"I hope you are better now, Janeway?" Pellowa asked.
"Yes, thank you your honour."
"From last week you left a few lose ends and I hope you can retie them."
"Yes." Chakotay said.
There was a brief silence letting the moment sink in.
"What is TPD?" Pellowa asked.
Chakotay looked at Kathryn before raising his head. "The Temporal Prime
Directive."
A stunned silence filled now the room. Kathryn could hear her "mother's"
cry when she heard what her "daughter" admitted in court. Phoebe laid her
arm around her mother to comfort her and made a hushing sound. This was
tearing at Kathryn's heart to hurt one of the few persons that had been
good to her but it had to be made, afterward Gretchen would had to make a
hard decision.
"Your honour, we asked you all to come here so we could set things
straight, we want to begin with..." He paused not sure how to continue.
"We have agreed to telling you about who we are and where we come from."
Every one was eager to hear more so no one dared to say anything in case
they would miss something.
"We wasn't born in the 24-centry. We were born in the 49-centry. Our names are Kathryn
Elizabeth Marie Jennings. And Chakotay, Third Son of Kolopek. To make it
simple for you to follow we will tell you from the beginning..."
End Part 1