This fic is about Kagome coping w/ Inuyasha and Kikyo. And to help, is a
song by one of the best bands I know of, The Offspring. PS. Kagome is going
to be OOC.
Disclaimer- I don't own Feelings by The Offspring, nor do I own Inuyasha or any characters from Inuyasha.
Kagome stood in front of the well that had caused her so much happiness, and so much pain. The same wooden structure that had changed her life, but she still cannot decide, was it for the better or worse? She was sorting through all the things inside of her, because of the things on the other side of the well.
~*~*~*~
Feelings
Nothing more than feelings
Trying to forget my
Feelings of hate
Imagine
Beating on your face
Trying to forget my
Feelings of hate
~*~*~*~
The tears ran down her cheeks, as she thought about how happy Kikyo must be with Inuyasha, 'Damned corpse! You ruined my life! And I know that you'll ruin his! I HATE YOU!!!' her eyes widened at the realization of what she had just thought, 'What is wrong with me? Can I really be such a bad person that I would actually feel this way?'
~*~*~*~
Feelings
For all my life I'll feel it
I wish I'd never met you
You'll make me sick again
~*~*~*~
'I can't believe that I would think that about anyone, not even her. I'm just so upset, it's disgusting. I'm just a disgusting, sickening being! I should be happy for them. They went threw Hell to be together, and the did it. But.......'
~*~*~*~
Feelings, oh oh feelings
Of hate on my mind
~*~*~*~
'It's true, and I know it is. I do feel a deep and seathing hatred for that corpse, that clay doll of my former incarnation.' Kagome almost laughed at herself, 'Who would have ever thought that kind Kagome Higurashi would feel this way about anyone.'
~*~*~*~
Feelings
Feelings like I never liked you
Feelings like I want to kill you
Live in my heart
Feelings
Feelings like I wanna deck you
Feelings like I've gotta get you
Out of my life
~*~*~*~
'Well, if she wants to drag him to Hell, fine. In fact, I might just help them on their way. It's not like I ever felt the slightest bit of pity for that thing anyways. After all, once she's gone, I won't be miserable. I'll have the part of my soul that she took back.'
~*~*~*~
Feelings, oh oh feelings
The hate's in my eyes
Feelings, oh oh feelings
You're not very nice
~*~*~*~
'What am I thinking? I know that I hate her, but that doesn't mean that I'm going to sink to her level, and try to kill her. No, I'm better than that. I'm not even going let it bother me. If he wants to be a necrophiliac then good for him, because I don't care anymore. I'm going to complete the jewel, and take it home. Then, the corpse will never even get a chance to be alive again, and Inuyasha won't have to change for her. After all, I know that he has a lot of enemies, and if he's human, they won't hesitate to kill him. But I can't have that, no. I want him to live for a long time, with the knowledge that he can never be what Kikyo wanted.' Kagome smiled to herself as she jumped into the well, fully prepared to let Kikyo and Inuyasha be together all they want. Just not how they want. Inuyasha will never be the human Kikyo wants him to be, and Kikyo will remain a soulless lump of clay and dirt. After all, if that isn't what fate had intended, things wouldn't have been like this. 'No, it wouldn't. Inuyasha would have been with me, and she would have stayed in Hell.'
Disclaimer- I don't own Feelings by The Offspring, nor do I own Inuyasha or any characters from Inuyasha.
Kagome stood in front of the well that had caused her so much happiness, and so much pain. The same wooden structure that had changed her life, but she still cannot decide, was it for the better or worse? She was sorting through all the things inside of her, because of the things on the other side of the well.
~*~*~*~
Feelings
Nothing more than feelings
Trying to forget my
Feelings of hate
Imagine
Beating on your face
Trying to forget my
Feelings of hate
~*~*~*~
The tears ran down her cheeks, as she thought about how happy Kikyo must be with Inuyasha, 'Damned corpse! You ruined my life! And I know that you'll ruin his! I HATE YOU!!!' her eyes widened at the realization of what she had just thought, 'What is wrong with me? Can I really be such a bad person that I would actually feel this way?'
~*~*~*~
Feelings
For all my life I'll feel it
I wish I'd never met you
You'll make me sick again
~*~*~*~
'I can't believe that I would think that about anyone, not even her. I'm just so upset, it's disgusting. I'm just a disgusting, sickening being! I should be happy for them. They went threw Hell to be together, and the did it. But.......'
~*~*~*~
Feelings, oh oh feelings
Of hate on my mind
~*~*~*~
'It's true, and I know it is. I do feel a deep and seathing hatred for that corpse, that clay doll of my former incarnation.' Kagome almost laughed at herself, 'Who would have ever thought that kind Kagome Higurashi would feel this way about anyone.'
~*~*~*~
Feelings
Feelings like I never liked you
Feelings like I want to kill you
Live in my heart
Feelings
Feelings like I wanna deck you
Feelings like I've gotta get you
Out of my life
~*~*~*~
'Well, if she wants to drag him to Hell, fine. In fact, I might just help them on their way. It's not like I ever felt the slightest bit of pity for that thing anyways. After all, once she's gone, I won't be miserable. I'll have the part of my soul that she took back.'
~*~*~*~
Feelings, oh oh feelings
The hate's in my eyes
Feelings, oh oh feelings
You're not very nice
~*~*~*~
'What am I thinking? I know that I hate her, but that doesn't mean that I'm going to sink to her level, and try to kill her. No, I'm better than that. I'm not even going let it bother me. If he wants to be a necrophiliac then good for him, because I don't care anymore. I'm going to complete the jewel, and take it home. Then, the corpse will never even get a chance to be alive again, and Inuyasha won't have to change for her. After all, I know that he has a lot of enemies, and if he's human, they won't hesitate to kill him. But I can't have that, no. I want him to live for a long time, with the knowledge that he can never be what Kikyo wanted.' Kagome smiled to herself as she jumped into the well, fully prepared to let Kikyo and Inuyasha be together all they want. Just not how they want. Inuyasha will never be the human Kikyo wants him to be, and Kikyo will remain a soulless lump of clay and dirt. After all, if that isn't what fate had intended, things wouldn't have been like this. 'No, it wouldn't. Inuyasha would have been with me, and she would have stayed in Hell.'