Hey, this is a new story. I am going to start throwing out some that I have written a long time ago, but never did anything about. This one is new. Just finished writing it. Hope you like it.
I dont own Twilight, but I can mess with them. I do own the other characters thought.
Chapter 1.
I, Lyric Lily Kascar am quite literally going to throw myself off a cliff. Ok maybe not to that extreme, but I'm really sad right now. My boyfriend Chad Monroe just did the douche baggiest thing to do in the world and told me that he was breaking up with me over a text message.
I choose to live my life happy, but this is killing me. I was born and raised on the Quileute reservation. I grew up with all these people including Chad. He was the nicest guy in the world up until last Tuesday he started being just horrible to me. I didn't know how to take it at first, but I'm not one to give up on anything at all; including him. I tried talking it through with him, but he wanted no part in it. I said once before that I choose to live my life happy, but I didn't tell you why. I think you have to much to give in life to waste your time being unhappy. I'm going to live my life happy from now on. This is in the past, he is the past. I don't want to know what or who he is doing right now. I don't care. I cant hate him because that takes passion and I just have no passion for him right now at all.
Right now it's Friday after school. I'm glad that it is, but I don't know. I'm not going to throw a big temper tantrum and try to get him back. I don't want him back because I don't want someone who is gonna do bitchy things like that.
I call my best friend Adalyn, "Hey!" I say pleasantly.
"I have to tell you something. And its not good. Its really bad." She has this thing with her voice that she does when she's nervous. It like goes higher and then back to her normal voice.
"What?" I said urgently.
"Chad is cheating on you," she said in a pinch tone.
"I know. He also broke up with me over text me, but that's ok. I'm going to take it as a grain of sand. Maybe it was for the better. It was I can feel it." I said truthfully.
"Oh. Ok. Well lets go celebrate like two, hot single girls should. Lets go to the beach!" She yelled excitedly into the phone.
"Ok lets go. You walking or driving? I'm just gonna walk. Then it will be easier." I said throwing off my clothes and grabbing a bikini. I wasn't big, but I wasn't tiny either. I was no where near flat cheasted and I have a huge butt. I have long dark black hair. I looked like the typical rez girl semi-attractive, tall, lean and almond shape eyes. I love my eyes. They are my favorite feature about my self. I hate my feet, they are not proportional to my body. They are size ten and a half when I'm only 5'6". That is not normal.
"I'm just going to walk too. I'll meet you there in like two minutes. Bye!" She said and I heard her shut her phone before I could say good bye.
My mom and I aren't on good terms right now. She is sleeping with one of my teachers. She is a.. I'm not going to say whore, but that's what I'm thinking. She just aggravates me. She thinks that because I am in the last year of high-school that she can do anything she wants to. She is gone normally every night until one or two in the morning. Then when she does come home she remembers that she has to go to work in the morning at seven. She is a high-class lawyer believe it or not. Her and I are nothing alike. She has symptoms of mild depression and is not a happy person to be with, at least around me. She is a temptress is what I like to call her. She is really pretty, but look on the inside you will see the real person, or what's left of it any ways.
She is not home right now. Its not like she'd care if I was home or I was out doing drugs. She probably mad that I didn't invite her.
I hed out of the house that has seem to be getting smaller as the years go by, and start walking to First Beach. I spent most of my life here. Even when it rained; I still lived here. My dad used to always take me here, but then when he passed away I stopped coming for a while. Then I realized that I should go back because of all the memories that the place held for me.
I finally got the sand and the beach. The smell of the salt water was so familiar. Then I saw them.
The La Push Gang as I like to call them. They are huge muscular men who all hang out together. I don't like to hate on people so I wont, but they confuse all the time how they are always together. Like a pack. They all work at the auto shop that I have to frequently visit because of my stupid car. Ok my car isn't stupid it's a 2009 Jeep Wrangler, but the heater just doesn't like me, at all. They are standing in the water, and I look over and see a girl standing with them. She looks familiar. Its Addy. She is in love with a boy who is couple years younger than us, but looks much older than us. His name is Seth. I sorta like some of them, but they are probably taken. That's all good. If I'm meant for one of them I'm meant for one of them. I may not be though, but you know just go with the flow.
I walk over to them slowly. They all eyed me cautiously except Seth, who I noticed was talking to, and Addy. I looked at each one them there was one in the back it was Embry Call, who was frequent with getting into girls pants starring at me.
"Hey Addy and friends." I said kindly.
"Hey Lyr!" Paul said excitedly. His little sister and my little sister were best friends.
"Hows Payson doing?" I asked trying to a keep a conversation going.
"She's good. She's at practice right now with Laina, or she should be. I wouldn't put it passed them to skip and do something crazy." He said laughing.
"I wouldn't either. Laina is just like our mom to a tee." I said laughing, but on the inside I was dead serious.
"Don't say that. She's not that bad." He said remembering all the things about my mom.
I grunted in a half-hearted agreement. If he knew the whole story he would understand. I was trying to get Addy to notice me, but she was still engrossed in a conversation with Seth. He was looking at her with adoring eyes that shown love and excitement, even though they had just officially met.
"Have you met Embry?"Paul asked me pushing him towards me.
I wanted to turn up my nose in disgust but I chose not to because that seemed like a rude thing to do. I just smiled a fake smile and said, "Yea. I know him." I said looking at him. How could he do that to anyone? Just have sex with them and leave them after one night. Horrible thing to do. I looked at him trying to figure him out.
"Hey." He said in a seductive voice. Not impressing me at all.
"Bye," I said walking past him and heading toward Addy and Seth.
"Hey! When did you get here?" She asked me.
"Oh, I've only been here for like ten minutes." Lie one.
"Seth I'll call you later. Bye!" She sounded like she didn't want to go.
"Hey,if you wanna stay that's fine with me, but I'm going diving." I said it and she immediately perked up.
"You are not going without someone with you. What happens if you die?" She said yelling.
"Well if I die I will die. There will be no stopping it, but today I'm feeling lucky and I don't think I will die. But who knows there is always tomorrow." I said walking away. Lie number two.
"What about softball and Laina?" She said hitting a soft spot. Show no weakness.
"She can suffice or herself, and the Sun Devil's will find another star pitcher." I said with a poker face. "You know my motto that I live by 'dance like no one's watching, work like you never need money, live like there's heaven on earth and love like you'll never get hurt.' Then the other one I live by is 'Softball is life with the volume turned up, how loud is your game?" I said and she just huffed.
"Paul do you want me to pick up Pay tonight? I have go there whether or not." I said turning back to them.
"Yea. That would be cool. Just make her stay and watch she might learn something." He said laughing loudly.
"Kay, will do. Bye Addy, hope I don't die." I said and walked towards the cliffs.
"I'm coming with you." Embry announced.
"Whatever you want." I said monotone.
I was at the top of the highest cliff waiting for Embry,who insisted on coming, and Addy who also brought along Seth. Then the rest of the La Push gang decided to come. Awesome. I have nothing against them, its just I don't know.
"Go. Or are you scared?" Paul said to me.
"No, I was waiting for you to show me how its done." I said in a challenging tone.
"Oh, ill show you. Watch this." He said and gracefully flipped off the cliff.
"Oh Pa-Lease. My 90 year old grandma could do better than that." I yelled down at him. He was bobbing in the water.
I took a step back prepairing to hurl myself off the cliff and do an amazing trick when I ran into someone.
"Oh sorry. Excuse me." I said nicely as possible. It was Embry I ran into. What luck.
I ran at the edge and flipped as many times as I could before I hit the water.
The water was icy against my skin. I swam back to the shore looking for Paul. He was already at the shore line.
"No, I was way better." He said in a high and mighty voice.
"I think not. You are just making your head bigger. Just come down off your pedestal and congratulate the real winner." I gloated.
"Haha, Yes I will. Good job Paul. Why thank you Paul." He said moving from one side to the other acting like he was talking to someone.
"I have to go, I'll see you later." I said laughing at him.
It was getting cold out. I shivered. There wasn't far left to go before I got home then I felt a sudden warmth beside me.
"Hey, I'm going to walk you home." Guess who. Embry said.
"Ok, I'm going to tell you this here and now. I am not looking for you to get in my pants. I don't want to do anything like that with you. Do you hear me? So don't try anything?" I said cold as I felt.
"I didn't want to either." He said looking off in the distance. Wow that hurt my ego.
Pokerface. No emotion. "Good. Why are you walking me home?" I asked bluntly.
"Because you might have gotten hurt. Or something." He said trying to cover up the first thing he said.
What is wrong with this boy? Does he like me? Oh well, I'm not interested. Or am i?
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