All spelling mistakes or grammatical errors are my own, I only proofread this once. This is partly based on some of the spoilers for 'Glease' but most of it is just my wishful thinking. I don't own glee what-so-ever.
Grease is good, really good; and she's so so proud of him. She's proud of him for finding some direction on his own but at the same time it hurts. They were supposed to find his dream together and for the longest time he was completely lost, then the moment she breaks up with him he finds his way. Maybe she was the problem all along. The opening chords to 'You're The One That I Want' swirl around the packed-out auditorium and her stomach turns with unease. The people on the stage were good, but not as good as she and Finn were. Even though they never really got to finish the song. Her imagination spirals off and she can see herself in Finn's arms being spun around and around until it becomes too much and she has to escape from the suffocating confines of the auditorium. Her stupid black heels click-clack along the filthy floor until she finally slumps against a locker, her locker. She kicks the shoes off, feeling inadequate and childish, and wishes she could just be back in high school with her knee socks and animal sweaters and Finn.
Put your lips close to mine
As long as they don't touch
Out of focus, eye to eye
Till the gravity's too much
Heavy footsteps thunder from down the hallway and she cowers into the hard metal of the locker in an attempt to hide her tear-stained face. The figure comes to a halt in front of her and she risks a peak through her fingers and she should have know. His face is soft and kind and it looks like he's been crying too since his eyes are all red and puffy. Slowly he lowers his body to the ground beside her and wraps his arms around her in a big, safe hug and she thinks that maybe she'll be ok. After a few seconds she pulls away but only just enough to look into his warm cinnamon eyes. She's staring at him intensely and he can feel his heart racing and god, he just really wants to kiss her and her soft pink lips; but instead he settles for wiping away some of her tears. They stay like that for a while, in each other's embrace, but then she whispers an 'I love you' so soft he's not even sure it's real but then her lips are moving against his and it is so real.
And I'll do anything you say
If you say it with your hands
And I'd be smart to walk away
But you're quicksand
His hands slip to her upper thigh and he's sucking so hard on her neck that she knows she'll get a hickey but she doesn't care because he just feels so good. And she would do anything for him, absolutely anything. Because he's Finn and really, he's it for her, no one can compare - not Brody, not Jesse, not Noah, not anyone. Her skin feels soft and warm and welcoming and he's missed her so, so much. He know's they're going to have to talk about this later and figure out what the hell they're doing, they did just break up after all. She's just so perfect though and he wants her, he wants all of her and he loves her and he doesn't ever want to let her go; because no matter what, she'll always be it for him.
This slope is treacherous
This path is reckless
This slope is treacherous
An like it
They manage to make it onto their feet but Rachel's shirt has already been thrown off to the side somewhere and her hands are dipping in and out of his boxer shorts and now he really knows they shouldn't be doing this. Her body is aching for him and she doesn't want to stop, she doesn't care about the consequences all that matters is her and Finn and their love. He grabs her butt and hoists her up, her long legs wrapping themselves around his hips and then they're stumbling into that small janitor's closet that had become so familiar to them during senior year. His breath is hot against her neck and a deep moan escapes his throat.
"I love you so much, Rach"
"Show me"
I can't decide if it's a choice
Getting swept away
I hear the sound of my own voice
Asking you to stay
And all we are is skin and bone trained to get along
Forever going with the flow but you're friction
He plunges into her and all he can think about is how they got to where they are now, how she captivated him from the beginning and how he fell helplessly in love with her. He remembers every moment they ever shared together and he honestly can't figure out how they got so messed up and he thinks it mostly his fault because she's so perfect and he's just... not. As her orgasm rattles through her body she screams his name and she loves him so so much and she's missed him more than she thought. Once they come down from their climaxes his rough voice asks for her stay and complies, falling into his arms and just breathing in the smell of home.
This slope is Treacherous
This path is reckless
This slope is Treacherous
I I I like it
They slowly sneak out of the closet only to find a very suspicious looking Kurt and they both know they'll be getting a lecture later that night. Kurt informs them that the musical finished like, ten minutes ago, and everyone was looking for them. They both flush a bright crimson and Finn quickly runs off murmuring something about the cast. Kurt raises his eyebrows at her and she just shakes her head because even she doesn't know what happened and she really isn't ready to talk about it yet. She doesn't utter a single word on the drive home and walks straight up to her old bedroom, collapsing onto her extensive collection of stuffed animals.
Two headlights shine through the sleepless night
And I will get you get you alone
Your name has echoed through my mind
And I just think you should think you should know
That nothing safe is worth the drive
And I will follow you follow you home, follow you follow you home
The storm broke out about half an hour ago and he'd hoped it would've passed by now but he's straining to see what's in front him with the car headlights on the highest and the windscreen wipers moving back and forth at an impossible rate. But it's all worth it, to see her. She's lying in her bed trying to get some sleep but his name just keeps creeping up on her and she keeps recalling that night's events - the feeling of his body pressed against hers, joined in the deepest connection possible, skin to skin, no barriers. The sound of the door bell rings throughout the home and she makes sure to grab her Daddy's baseball bat before going to answer the door, her dads were out on a business trip and it was two in morning. Cautiously the door creaks open and he's met with the face of the tired-looking brunette that will always have his heart. A soft sigh escapes her lips and he's not sure if it's sad or angry or happy or whatever but she lets him in anyway. His clothes are soaked from waiting outside and she tells him how stupid he is for coming to see her in the middle of a storm in the middle of the night but throws him one of his old McKinley shirts that she must have stolen from him and a pair of boxers that could only have belonged to one of her dads. They end up cuddling on her bed, cradling steamy hot chocolates and begin to discuss what went down in that janitor's closet.
This hope is Treacherous
This day dream is dangerous
This hope is Treacherous
I I I , I I I, I I I
They talk and talk and for the first time things seem to be looking up for them and maybe this is it, maybe they'll finally get to be together. Finally. But it's all just naive, delusional hope because the next morning she has to fly back to New York and NYADA and Brody and Finn stays in Lima because he has to look after the Glee Club like he said he would and he's just not ready to be going to New York yet because he's still lost and the timing just isn't right. They talk on the phone every night and they're both not really sure what it is because none of them have put a label on it, like they're not officially dating and they're not engaged again but they're certainly a lot more than friends. She feels happy, happier than she has been in a long time when one night Finn pretty much screams into her ear that he's been accepted into NYU and he wants to become a teacher because he wants to inspire people and help them find their dreams just like Mr Schue did for him and her heart swells with pride and joy and everything feels right. A week later though she starts feeling sick and she finds her head hanging over the shiny porcelain toilet bowl time after time again until Kurt makes her go to the doctor and things change forever.
Two headlights shine through the sleepless night
And I will get you get you alone
Your name has echoed through my mind
And I just think you should think you should know
She didn't tell Finn she was coming, let alone the reason why. It's chilly and she can feel the wind right through her bright red trench coat. He opens the door and at first he's confused but then a smile spreads across his face and she tries her best to return that smile but she just can't. Everything is bubbling up inside her. She can't do this. He hangs up her coat and they go up to his room with hot chocolates, just like that night at her house almost three months ago. He asks her why she's here because he knows her and he knows something's up. When she doesn't reply straight away he grabs her small body and holds it against his in a reassuring hug.
"You know you can tell me anything"
Her breath hitches for just a second then she lets out a little cough. She turns her head and looks him straight in the eye and she's honestly starting to scare him a little because whatever this is, it must be super serious.
"I'm pregnant"
That nothing safe is worth the drive
And I will follow you follow you home
I'll follow you follow you home
I'll follow you follow you home
I'll follow you follow you home
He remembers the day she told him, how his whole world just stopped and then his heart began to fill with joy because he was going to be a dad. Sure, he was scared to death but he had to be strong for Rach and he really did like the idea of starting a family with her. That was a year ago now and things have been pretty crazy, he started at NYU in the fall and he's been loving it even though the studying can be really boring and hard. He's been working extra hard so he might be able to graduate a year earlier because the sooner he starts working, the better. The warehouse apartment thing Rachel and Kurt going on before he came here has actually worked out really well since all they had to do was put up a few curtains to make a nursery for Chris and even with Blaine there it isn't too over-crowded. It turns out roommates can come in handy when you have a new born baby and you're still in school. Rachel's going to be starting back at NYADA next semester and she's really lucky they let her take this one off and didn't kick her out. It's probably because she's so talented. She doesn't want to get ahead of herself because whenever she does things always go bad but finally, finally after all this time things seem to be good and staying good. And she's so glad she and Finn made love that night a McKinley, even though it resulted in an unplanned pregnancy. She figures you have to get it wrong a few times to get it right, and she wouldn't change all those wrongs they made in the past because she knows they'll make more in the future and she knows they make them what the are today. And she likes that.
This slope is Treacherous
I I I like it
Wow, I haven't written a story in what seems like forever! Anyway this was just a quick little one-shot I whipped up purely because I was bored of studying science and I have to do a creative piece for English. This counts as practice, right? I hope you all enjoyed this quick little story and any reviews are welcome, especially constructive criticism (I don't mind if you're little harsh).
Until next time, Sliguu x