Title: Heartbreaking thoughts
Title: Heartbreaking thoughts and songs.
Parings: main – Cloud/Riku, others would come out letter
Disclaimer: I don't own Kingdom Hearts
Summary:One year after Riku, Sora and Kairi retuned to Destiny Islands. It's Rikus' birthday … but the birthday boy aren't happy about his live at all… his heart is in pain…
Warning: It's yaoi, so if you don't like yaoi don't read it…
Chapter 1.
One year, more pain…
Riku was sitting on the windowsill in his room, looking out of the window with the sorrow look on his face
.
It was already a year after they retuned from there crazy trip. Everybody was happy to see them. Rikus' mother and sister was so happy to see him back at home that they were crying for half and hour while hugging him. Riku was also happy to see them… but he wasn't happy at all about being once again on these closed islands… because he left his heart in another world … with the only one he loved with his whole heart…
"Cloud" – Riku whispered really quietly…
Yes, Cloud was the one to still the silver haired beauty's heart.
They met around the time when Cloud was working for Headas. They both immediately caught each others eyes. It didn't took them long to fell in love and confess to one another. Anyone who so them together would easily tell that they loved each other with whole heart. If it wasn't for Cloud, Riku thought that he would have never lived through the year when Sora was sleeping. And if it wasn't for Cloud, Riku wouldn't have accepted the fact that he looked like Ansem so quickly. Cloud was Rikus' everything: his heart, his mind, his soul. And it broke the boy's heart that the last time Cloud saw he was in the Ansems' form.
Rikus' line of thoughts was broken when he heard voices downstairs. He knew that his friends and family were waiting for him to come down and party with them because it his 17-th birthday.
But… he couldn't go them… not after all the lies hi made and unsaid things that he really needed to tell them…
He didn't tell nor his friends nor his Family about Cloud… He was really afraid of reaction that he would get. He was afraid that they would be disgusted with him and that he has… Or... had (he doesn't know anymore) a boyfriend…
The thought about unsaid things… drifted his thoughts to another one… about… his father…
"Sephiroth"- whispered Riku even more quietly…
Yes, Sephiroth was his father. At first he was shocked. He never knew who his and his sister's father was, but he never thought that he would be meet him in another dimension and for him to be a psycho killer. But at the time of their first meeting Sephiroth already got rid of Jenova and once again a sane person…
Riku brought his knees near his chest and put his head on them. He was so broken that he was ready to cry… He felt really bad about not telling his sister and mother that he met their father.
His mother loved him with whole heart and was always waiting for his return.
He started to hum some liens of unfinished song
The thought that we would never see each other again
Is breaking my heart into peaces …
Riku sat like this a little bit longer (humming the tune), and then got up. He went to his door, opened it and heard voices more clearly this time. They were talking, laughing and… waiting …
He turned his head to look at himself in the mirror in his room? That was just in front of the door…
He looked horrible. He had dark circles under his eyes and he looked really exhausted. He sighed and turned around leaving his room once again humming that unfinished tune…
…I am loosing my mind thinking of you
And the thought of the life without you…
To be continued …