The Confessions

A/N: Welcome to my first Teen Titans story! I mean story-story not songfic-story :)

Well…this idea just came to me, and I had to write it out.

And, uh, these situations are totally made up O_O please don't think these happened…ever {I doubt any of you would, but just to make sure…}

Disclaimer: I don't own Teen Titans! Please, please don't sue me! I'M INNOCENT! {Unlike the characters in this story ;)}

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My name is Dick Grayson, Robin to most, and I am a terrible person.

Now, I know what you're thinking, 'What? Robin? The Boy Wonder? Our HERO is a terrible person? No way!'

Yeah way. But I guess I wasn't always a bad person. I used to be a star student, a skilled acrobat, and the sidekick of the Batman. But now I'm…

I think it started when I had my first kiss.

Slade and I were fighting (as usual) and he had me pinned on the ground. I was struggling, wiggling, and squirming as much as I could when I noticed the atmosphere change. Not literally, of course, but the feeling in the air changed from tense fighting to something completely unknown.

Slade had grabbed my arms and pinned them above my head in one of his hands while his free hand went up to his mask. I held my breath and stopped moving, staring wide-eyed as I realized (not really) what he was going to do. He unclasped the mask and slid it up just enough for his lips to show and then he leaned down and kissed me.

For real. That's what my first kiss was, with a killer. The kiss lasted longer and it kept going, but you don't want to hear about that.

After that little incident, I couldn't get the man out of my head. I was thinking of him constantly and I even started doing a couple illegal things. I guess it was to get Slade to notice me or something, and if that was the reason, it worked.

He would send me discreet notes and we would meet up at designated places. Then we would rent a hotel room, make-out (and a little more…) and then I would get home before my team even noticed I was gone.

But one day, it changed. I stayed the whole night and I had started to really like Slade, I trusted him even. And so, I did a little mission for him. I knew he needed a couple things and I knew I could get them without being detected. And so started off my nighttime career of being a criminal.

Months later I did more dangerous things and my team started to notice. I acted a little darker, I seemed more mature and even annoyed at their childishness sometimes. They could tell I was changing, but I couldn't.

I honestly fell in love with the guy! And I think he did too, but he's not the lovey-dovey type. I could just tell.

I'm sure you're thinking now, 'Oh, but those things aren't that bad! Sure you have an intimate relationship with a known criminal and you yourself have become a criminal, but you haven't done anything super serious!'

But I did. I killed someone. I seriously killed someone! And after that…I couldn't stop. I was sneaky, I even decided to try to make a name for myself and get hired. I thought I could use some money, and if I was good at it, what would be the harm?

But then that took over my life. I quit my team, moved in with Slade and…then I got caught. I was cocky, I was skilled, but I became messy. I started making mistakes and was taken to jail.

In jail I had a lot of time to think and I saw what I had done. I decided to go back to how I was before, but I just couldn't help it. After I was released and a couple years of going down the right path, I strayed again.

…That's all I can tell you now, but uh, thanks for listening.

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A/N: Please tell me what you think about it :)

~LittleLadyLaLa