The song is "Monster" by Skillet and I just wanted to use it in something. I kind of just picked a topic out of the blue and it ended up being Bleach. And Ichigo really is a good representation of it.
Disclaimer: I don't own crap.
They can never see what I've become. I don't think they'd be able to take it.
The secret side of me
I never let you see
I keep it caged
But I can't control it
For their own safety I've pushed them away and stopped going to the places I knew they'd go. I feel so angry all the time now. I'm too dangerous for them to love.
So stay away from me
The beast is ugly
I feel the rage
And I just can't hold it
He's screaming to get out more often. It's maddening how hard it is to keep the signs from showing through. Some are starting to suspect it, but it'll be too late by the time they really understand.
It's scratching on the walls
In the closet, in the halls
It comes awake
And I can't control it
I can't keep doing this! Please, someone, stop me! Save me from the monster…
Hiding under the bed
In my body, in my head
Why won't somebody come and save me from this?
Make it end!
He's been just beneath the surface, threatening to do horrible things to my loved ones…to Rukia…and Orihime…this feeling is like an animal, no, a monster.
I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I
Feel like a monster
I hate feeling like this. It's like I'm in a dream and no matter how hard I'm screaming and kicking I won't come out of it. I don't want to feel like this anymore.
I hate what I've become
The nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I
Feel like a monster
I feel like a monster
So unstable, I feel like he's trying to rip me apart from the inside. I try to lock him inside the world of building and cloudy skies, but he keeps finding a way out.
My secret side I keep
Hid under lock and key
I keep it caged
But I can't control it
I'd kill for someone to get this to go away. Urahara? Who? Who could get the pale demon with my face to shut the hell up?
Cause if I let him out
He'll tear me up
And break me down
Why won't somebody come and save me from this?
Make it end!
I know that the song continues on from there, but it's starting to be kinda late and I still have some work to do before I'm done tonight so I'll stop here. Tell me if it's bad or good please! I'm not sure how much I like it but I think it's readable.