Tamlins hand was on the small of my back as he usherd me towards the mighty doors, which i notice are not the same ones that i saw last time i was in his manner. They were no dout distroyed during one of Tamin revernous tantrums. They surly went up after i escaped.
Tamlins hand was firm on my back now as he pushed open the doors and i could feel Luciens eyes burning the back of my head, but i still held it high. This is for MY court, i WILL do this for them and i will NOT fall or be brought down by this manner or the people inside it. I am stronger now and i have the advantage. I will play the part of trofy wife, though i am a spy placed in here to wait and watch. To strike when the time is right.
I came out of my thoughts , now stood in the entery hall , looking around at the spiral stair case that althought looks like somthing out of a fairytale can only hence forth bring lies and deseption. To the closed , high double doors that lead to the dinning room, hopfully still installed with that huge table with lots of space. The place though inhabited looked almost asif diserted. Not by human activity , no that was clearly here because of the clean floors and well looked after paintings, but devoide of warmth. When i had lived here before it was still occupied by scurring people, preoccupied with thier work but now they gave me aprecietive but sorowful glances, carefull not to catch the eye of thier high lord. Whos eyes i only now realized were fixated on me.
"Feyre...is somthing wrong? You have gone abit pale." quick think of something to say!
"ermmm. No nothings wrong, i...i just never thought i would see this place again." i turned to face him fully so he could look into my eyes as i spoke with as much sinserity as i could muster "i- i knew you woud come for me its" i made my voice crack " just thankyou" we stood silent for a few moments, just long enough for me to start douting my performance, but then he took me in his arms full force and held me there like life depended on it.
I rested my head on his shoulder and i could see Lucien looking at me with shock. He knows. Tamlin was to preoccupied with me to know, but Lucien, he would have been staring at Elain the entire time. He saw how i reacted with realief when Rhysand had took Elain and Nesta... he knew i would have been sreaming to get them back. And i see in his eyes that we have come to an agreement, he tells Tamlin anything to make him suspicious of me... he never sees Elain again.