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Already gone
"Remember all the things we wanted, now all our memories their haunted"
All he ever wanted was a peaceful life with his family, but faith seemed to deny it.
When he was only 10 years old, he lost his family in a great fire.
All that's left of him was his memories of them.
"We were always meant to say goodbye"
And when all was lost from him, shame and humiliation was brought to him by others.
He was like a filthy animal being used and step on.
"Even with our fist held high; it never would' ve worked out right"
Suddenly a man coated in black came to him.
He's name was Sebastian. A demon butler who is willing to make a pack with the boy in exchange for his soul.
"We were never meant for do or die"
The young boy lived his life again; he grew into a cold and hateful life filled with loneliness and sorrow towards the world, together with his demon butler.
"I didn't want us to burn out; I didn't come here to hurt you"
Sebastian was always there for him.
Sebastian already saw him in is strongest and in his weakest form. Like a broken porcelain doll, he takes care of the young boy.
So fragile
So weak
And yet so cruel
He never wanted this boy to feel pain, because he doesn't like this boy's heart to shatter even more.
"Looking at you makes it harder"
At the funeral…
He wanted to touch him…but he couldn't…..
Because it feels like if he touches the boy in front of him…the boy might just shatter into small pieces.
The death of another relative….
Another hard situation for the young boy, though it seems that he didn't care, he has again felt pain inside.
"But I know you will find another; that doesn't always make you want to cry"
Days passed the young boy feels a lot better, knowing that Sebastian was there to cheer him up
Sebastian always did his best to please his young master.
"Started with a perfect kiss, then we can feel the poison set in, perfect couldn't keep this love alive"
The boy finally realized that he had a special feeling for his butler.
A feeling long forgotten…..
Yes……
Its love…..
"You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go"
The boy didn't know what to do, he never knew that he will fall in love with his own demon butler.
He wanted to tell the demon his feelings, but he was afraid to get hurt again
So he just kept himself shut. Never to speak of it again.
"You can't make it feel right, when you know that it's wrong"
That night Sebastian was thinking the same thing.
He too finally realized that he has some deep feelings for his young master.
But he decided to not speak of it again since its not required for a demon to have such feelings.
He must never have feelings for a human.
"There's no moving on, so I'm already gone"
This is the last and final chapter of the young boy's life.
He was sitting there…
There in the cold stoned bench.
Waiting for he's butler to devour him…
Just like that, it ended.
Their untold story
Their sealed feelings for each other
They never did got the chance to say those three words to each other
Those three sweet words, full with feelings
Thus
The young boy died in his butler's hands…
All of a sudden the butler felt a nostalgic feeling, it was then he realized tears came falling down his cheaks…
Yes…
The butler admitted to himself that he was in sorrow.
Because he knew he can never see his young masters face
His masters ill fainted smile that's full of sadness and sorrow…thus it ended there….the time when Ciel died.
Ciel…is already gone…
~END~
Blacklili29: my 2nd story about kuroshitsuji, I know it's not that good but I'm contented with it so far….
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