I'm trying something new. First Teen Titans, and I ship RobRae like crazy.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything but a pizza and a plot.
Her powers were out of control, which was why 16 hours of a free willing day, she was meditating. Trying to keep her emotions under control.
But he kept invading her mind, every single corner of her mind. No matter what, he was constantly there, he never left.
Now, that would be absolutely fine, if it weren't for his infatuation with the alien princess.
That drove her insane. Seeing them cuddle up together on the couch, drink out of the same cup, run off in the middle of the day together. That drove her insane.
"Azarath Metrion Zinthos. . .Azarath Metrion Zinthos." She began to levitate in mid air. Raven could hear her own breathing in the quiet morning air. Yes, it was 9 A.M. and she couldn't go downstairs. Not after seeing her cuddle up to him during a scary movie yesterday, jumping into his lap when the fake blood was smeared all over the poor blonde girl's bedroom walls. She blew out a computer and a vase. Boy Wonder looked at her questioningly, all she did was shrug and excuse herself.
Raven could suddenly feel another presence. His presence, invading another thing of hers, space.
"Rae?" Robin called out. Rae. That's not my name, she wanted to snap.
"What?" She answered, annoyed at him, she felt her descent occurring.
"I want to discuss last night, the vase and the computer." He spoke, his voice sounding controlled and leveled.
"What about it?" She hissed turning to face him.
"Well, they blew up. Out of nowhere, and I just wanted to make sure you're okay, your powers have been a little wild lately."
"I'm fine."
"Rae," She rolled her eyes at his cut up use of her name. "We have a connection, remember? Just let me in. Please."
Her answer was cold and hard. "No. You need to stay away."
"Rae-" But he was cut off, his girlfriend had just come up to the roof.
"Robin? We are about to start the day's morning with the breakfast." Starfire smiled.
"I'll be down in a minute, Star." He said turning his back to Raven.
Raven, however, heard something nobody could. The change in his voice, from controlled to just plain happy; and it hurt.
Why was he controlled with me, but happy with her? Because, there's nothing to be happy about with you, he was about to reprimand you.
"Okay. But hurry, before BeastBoy eats all the wonderful cakes of pans!"
Robin turned back to talk to Raven, but she was gone.
She was in her room, lying down, lost in her thoughts.
The walls she kept up, growing higher and higher. Locking away the little girl who wanted to face the world; and every time she felt him try and break them down they grew stronger, covered in barbed wire and poison ivy, anything to keep him away.
Even though he was supposed to be enjoying a delicious breakfast with 'Star', he was mentally trying to win a battle he never could.
He was coming, she knew it, but she still jumped when she heard the pounding on her.
Looking indifferent, she opened the door and answered in her same monotone.
"We need to talk." He said entering her room.
"About what?"
"Your feelings. You weren't even in the room and you blew up the toaster this morning. Raven, you need to let me in, let me help." Robin pleaded.
"I can't." Raven looked away, not wanting to meet his eyes. "I just can't."
"Is it me?" He asked. "Did I do something?"
"No," Raven replied."It's better if you just don't. Look, I'll get it together, I just need some more time and meditation. Now go."
Robin turned to leave, facing the door, he whispered, just loud enough for her to hear. "I care Rae, I do."
