Dear Kevin,
In all of my life I have never met you; I preferred to just fantasize about you. But I kind of regret that, because now- I will never meet you. All that I have left of you is your movies, posters, pictures, etc. but no you.
But that doesn't mean I don't know you- yes, technically, I do not know you- but I feel like I do. I've read about you, listened to interviews, watched your films, done everything a star-struck fan like me would do. And from what I've read- everyone says the same thing over and over again: you're a kind person, an amazing actor, an amazing father and husband, a gorgeous hunk- in other words; just a completely stunning person, and people wonder why I had this huge crush on you.
As a kid I would always dream of that moment where I would be walking down the street and I would see you, and you would see me- and it would be like love at first sight. I didn't care that I was so shy- I'd probably run away. I didn't care that you were married, and would never leave your kids or your wife for the likes of me.
To me you are like this huge miracle person. I soo regret that since I never took the chance while you were alive, I will never meet you now. But then again... I don't think that even if I did have that one chance... that I would take it. Maybe I'd watch from behind the crowds, craning my neck just to try and catch a mere glimpse of you, but I would never go talk to you- that way I can always dream of you, so even if the rumours weren't, for some reason, true- and you were this nasty horrible person (which I sincerely doubt)- it wouldn't matter, because I wouldn't know. I'd just go to sleep dreaming my sweet dreams of you.
So Kevin- you may be in heaven or wherever good place there is, but to me- you're still here, you're just far away as usual. And as you're watching down at your beautiful family, and maybe us, I'll be thinking of you. I will never forget my very first movie star crush, I will always remember you Kevin Smith. Always.
Love,
Romi
In all of my life I have never met you; I preferred to just fantasize about you. But I kind of regret that, because now- I will never meet you. All that I have left of you is your movies, posters, pictures, etc. but no you.
But that doesn't mean I don't know you- yes, technically, I do not know you- but I feel like I do. I've read about you, listened to interviews, watched your films, done everything a star-struck fan like me would do. And from what I've read- everyone says the same thing over and over again: you're a kind person, an amazing actor, an amazing father and husband, a gorgeous hunk- in other words; just a completely stunning person, and people wonder why I had this huge crush on you.
As a kid I would always dream of that moment where I would be walking down the street and I would see you, and you would see me- and it would be like love at first sight. I didn't care that I was so shy- I'd probably run away. I didn't care that you were married, and would never leave your kids or your wife for the likes of me.
To me you are like this huge miracle person. I soo regret that since I never took the chance while you were alive, I will never meet you now. But then again... I don't think that even if I did have that one chance... that I would take it. Maybe I'd watch from behind the crowds, craning my neck just to try and catch a mere glimpse of you, but I would never go talk to you- that way I can always dream of you, so even if the rumours weren't, for some reason, true- and you were this nasty horrible person (which I sincerely doubt)- it wouldn't matter, because I wouldn't know. I'd just go to sleep dreaming my sweet dreams of you.
So Kevin- you may be in heaven or wherever good place there is, but to me- you're still here, you're just far away as usual. And as you're watching down at your beautiful family, and maybe us, I'll be thinking of you. I will never forget my very first movie star crush, I will always remember you Kevin Smith. Always.
Love,
Romi