A/N: This is dedicated to Olivia and Dominic! I love you and your so going to make it because I will be your maid of honor! I love you Olivia! your amazing333
Last night I was pouring out my heart,
Like a waterfall to you
And with one kiss, I was a runaway train
Flying off its track to you
Nothing had changed. No matter how much the years had changed them; they could still meet in the common ground of the kitchen. There were no scathing looks of judgmental people, or pressure to live up to insane expectations. No one was there to tell them that their friendship was wrong. With a bottle of firewhiskey in between them, nothing could seem wrong as they drank their demons and fears away. Every night as their talks grew stronger so did the emotion in her heart. She'd take in the haunted look in those beautiful black eyes, the way his ebony hair glided down towards his toned shoulders, and the body that had been through so much yet still retained an obvious strength. And tonight she couldn't take it, as he covered her tiny hand with his large calloused one, something in her cracked.
"I love you," she whispered softly.
I love you came flooding out
Couldn't make it stop
Couldn't shut my mouth
I felt like a fool then I lied and said I was sorry
And then she ran, stopping for a brief turn of the head and a mumbled I'm sorry before sprinting out. There was no chance for the shocked Sirius Black to answer. He sat there looking at the spot where his Hermione had just disappeared. Yes, his. If she ever let him tell her how much he loved her, to return her sentiment, he would make her his.
But I unapologize
Meant every word
Won't take back the way I feel about you
Can't unsay what you heard
Cause you heard me right
And I won't try to fight it back or hide my feelings for you
I unapologize
Hermione sat in her room desperately trying to reign in the tears that threatened to overtake her. She had promised herself that she wouldn't reveal her emotions anymore. She especially promised that she would never reveal herself to Sirius, a man twice her age who could never love someone as broken by her. Broken by Bellatrix, by ridicule, and by Ron. Ron, her first love who had decided he needed someone "more fun, more playful and basically someone less you." Those were his exact words. But she was over Ron, and now she wanted Sirius. She pushed everything that had ever brought her down in the past to the very back of her mind, and let her heart lead her to the future. The future that started with the man in the kitchen.
You know people say a lot of things
That they don't really mean
And last night
I told a little white lie
Hoping you'd forget the scene
Where it felt like a movie under bad porch light
Couldn't help myself when you held me tight
Said what I meant and then I lied and said I was sorry
"I love you."
His head jerked up as his eyes raked over his curly haired beauty. From her long lean legs to her beautiful brown eyes, she was gorgeous.
"I'm not sorry."
She walked slowly towards him letting his eyes watch the mesmerizing sway of her hips.
"I want you."
I unapologize
Meant every word
Won't take back the way I feel about you
Can't unsay what you heard
Cause you heard me right
And I won't try to fight em back or hide my feelings for you
I unapologize
"I know that technically this isn't right and maybe you don't like me the way I love you, but I had to tell you. I wouldn't be able to live with myself if you didn't know; if I didn't try. Your almost twice my age I know, but it doesn't matter. You're the most beautiful, understanding, funny, kind person I've ever met. I'm sorry I ran out, but I'm not sorry I ran out because I won't hide my feelings for you. And I-"
He cut her off. "Hermione, I can't decide whether you're need to explain everything out is absolutely adorable or bloody annoying because it means I'm not kissing those pretty pink lips."
"Wha-." And he kissed her soundly on the lips, letting all the words he couldn't say be explained by his mouth. He traced her bottom lip with his tongue causing her to gasp. As his tongue met hers in a dance for dominance her heart soared.
Ooh there's no time to be holding it all
And trying to pretend
That I don't feel anything
Ooh I shouldn't have said I'm sorry
"So…it's ok that I said I love you?"
"I absolutely love that you said I love you," Sirius returned. Smirking slightly he added, "I mean really, how could you not?"
I meant every word
Won't take back the way I feel about you
Can't unsay what you heard
Cause you heard me right
And I won't try to fight it back or hide my feelings for you
I Unapologize
So in the middle of one night, two totally wrong for each other people found themselves feeling totally right with each other.
Cause you heard me right
Yeaaa yeah yeah yeah yeaah
I Unapologize