/ Tides /
/ Karmy /
- Episode 3 spoilers -
Her lips portray as flames as she burns me in front of everyone. It was like I was a witch being sentenced to death. I heard thunder collapsing with the earth but I knew everyone was only clapping. In that moment all I wanted to do is tell her all I felt. There would never be enough amount of words to describe it though. I kept my eyes closed even when she let go, so I could dream she was still kissing me. I dreamed we were somewhere else entirely.
I swear she whispered she loved me, such a deep illusion.
Her hand exchanged frost on to my palm; she tells me how nice it is to hold her best friend's hand it public. For me it's just nice to touch her at all. I don't know how to be her best friend anymore because of how clouded I am by how much I want to be her lover.
I'm shivering inside of my veins; fear is that douchebag friend that makes me question everything I thought you knew.
Today I heard her sing and it wasn't for me. Her eyes only glanced at me but she took his in hold. His smile towards her irritated my very bones which I just wanted to carve and stab right in his chest. Because that is what I feel, is a blade in my heart, all I could do is storm away.
I hoped to see the sky light up when I kissed Oliver but there wasn't anything there to give me any emotional or physical pleasure. There wasn't any lightening or thunder like there is in Karma. He didn't make me feel the ground rumble.
"I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that" I don't know where my heart is heading but I follow it into hell, while I continue to love Karma.
While she continues not to love me.