Chapter I

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The Memories

Flashback 1

I ran. All I remember was running. Suddenly it went dark, I felt a cold, dry hand touch my shoulder from behind. I remember falling, falling into nothingness. Moving. I was pulled, pulled hard and sharply out of nothingness. I was dragged, it hurt, it hurt alot. I heard a noise, the noise of metal banging against metal. It pushed me from behind, and I fell again, I fell into a cold, hard floor. I could see.

I was dragged again, dragged after being pulled, pulled after hearing metal bang against metal. It hurt, it hurt alot. The noise of pain filled the room, pain like never before. Sharp. I was pulled once more, pulled and then heard metal banging afist other metal. Loud. Time had passed, it passed slowly, quietly. Time had no longer existed. Noise filled the area around me, around me I thought freedom. But no, no was word that was forbidden. It hurt. They dragged after pulling, pulling after the noise of colliding metal banging. Noise. It filled ever where. Freedom at last.

End of flashback 1.

Why had I come here, I thought, why would I come back?

Flashback 2

No. No was the word that you heard, you heard it ring through out. Silence. It would fall after noise, noise that stung your ears tone deaf. Tone deaf. It blinded, it hurt, it burnt. I felt it touch my skin, skin so sensitive. I felt it burn my skin, skin so delicate. I felt it blind my eyes, eyes the colour of hazel nuts that sparkle in autumn.

Yes. Yes was the word that echoes, echoes through out. Laughter. All around it would carry laughter, laughter that mocked. Laughter that mocked. It felt rough, it stung, it burnt. I felt it touch my skin, skin so soft. It felt it stung my skin, skin so sensitive. I felt it burn my skin, skin that was covered in dirt the colour of the empty night sky.

End of flashback 2.

I remembered, I remembered I had come for one reason. And one reason only.

Flashback 3

Smoke. Smoke filled the atmosphere, an atmosphere of previous laughter. Noise. Noise rang through the hallways, hallways crowded with people. Crowded with people. It felt strange, it consumed, it burnt. I felt it touch my skin, skin so delicate. I felt it touch my body, a body no longer enriched with perfumes. I felt it burn my skin, skin that was now covered in ash the colour of the empty night sky.

Light. Light travelled through the corridors, corridors that were empty. Silence. Silence fell through out the building, a building half empty. Half empty. It felt nice, it entered, it helped. I felt it touch my skin, skin now covered with graceful scents. I felt it enter the atmosphere, an atmosphere that was silent. I felt it help my skin, skin so delicate, soft and pure.

End of flashback 3

I had found my way, I hoped. All I could do now was wait, wait in silence.

Flashback 4

Words. Words were chanted through out the building, a building covered with people. Happiness. Happiness filled the place, the place I was contained in. Contained in. It felt good, it surrounded, it spread. I felt it inside me, inside my frail body. I felt it surround me, surround me in an unknown place. I felt it spread, it spread everywhere like a desiese that would never leave. Ever.

People. People were everywhere, everywhere in this place of strange feelings. Pain. Pain was felt and heard, heard everywhere all the time. All the time. It felt wrong, it hurt, it saddened. I felt the wrongness in my heart, a heart that was almost empty. I felt the hurt in my heart, a heart with specks of sorrow and fear. I felt it enter my room, a room filled with sadness that follows you around, like a dark cloud over your head. Forever.

End of flashback 4

Waiting was the game, a game I hated so. The silence was everywhere and I was restless.

Flashback 5

Screams. Screams could always be heard, heard anywhere at any time. Fear. Fear would be felt, it dealt like life was going to end. Going to end. It felt horrible, it hurt, it surrounded. I felt it in my heart, a heart full of fear. I felt the hurt in my heart, a heart knowing what would happen. I felt it surround me, surround me in the dark room and mysterious, echoey building.

Noise. Noise would full fill the room, the room I was in. Proud. Proud people would walk past, walk past me, a lonely person. It felt disgusting, it pulled, it saddened. I felt in on my skin, skin now rough with many scars. I felt it pull in my heart, a heart feeling sorry for others. I felt the sadness in the air, air filled with a mixture of feelings, like cake ingredients all beaten together. So close.

End of flashback 5

I could wait no longer, I just couldn't, but I knew I had to. To think.

Flashback 6

Horror. Horror filled the room around me, around me was darkness and fear. People. People was plead, plead hard and with so much effort. With so much effort. It felt different, it devoured, it stayed. I felt it against my skin, skin with scars and bruises. I felt it devouring in the atmosphere, an atmosphere raging with fear and loneliness. I felt it stay and touch my body, a body so weak and unnourished, like a twig. Rough.

Smoke. Smoke filled the atmosphere, atmosphere currently holding fear. Clean. Clean is the only used by her, her is a loud and powerful person with no patience, or bedside manor. No patience, or bedside manor. It felt equal, it hurt, it burnt. I felt it again my skin, skin that had the same texture. I felt the hurt on my body, a body so tired and sorry. I felt it touch my skin, skin that was rough and felt like old concrete, skin that burned from a single touch. Stinging.

End of flashback 6

I had an idea of how to do it, so I stood up and made my way to an empty room. To think.

I hope you enjoyed the first chapter... Lekyla