Dear Edward,
It's Bella. I am sorry about this but I've decided to commit suicide. Please don't blame yourself. It's not your fault. I couldn't let go of you, no matter how hard I tried! I love you, I will always love you. I don't know if you will ever read this I wrote this to explain why.
No matter how hard I tried, I could not break the bonds that connect my heart to yours. When you left you took my heart with you, leaving me to drown in my own agony. So it seems a fitting end that I drown in the sea because being without you is like trying to swim in a storm. I can't breathe, I've gone numb. I can only pray that death offers me a little relief, but I know until you return to me I will never to be whole. The gaping hole inside me serves as a constant reminder to us. Just remember it's all my fault for depending on us so much. I wasn't strong enough to survive alone and so chose the easy way out. Please, my Edward, stay strong for both of us and return to me one day to finally end my eternal anguish.
Yours Forever,
Bella
