Why did you just leave?
Was I not good enough for you?
Did I just mean nothing at all?
Did you ever really love me?
They were the questions that I needed answers for, as I watch you walk down my driveway and down the street.
People staring at me now I have started running after you. I scream out your name. You stop and turn around to look at me. Now face to face. Im staring into your eyes, you are staring into mine.
You look away and pull a folded note out of your pocket. You place it in my hand, kiss me on the cheek and walk off down the street. Without a word, leaving me, tears in my eyes, holding the note. I didn't want it to end this way.
I walk back into, now my house and sit on the couch. I unfold the note and read.
Dear Jade,
Im so sorry I left. I had too for me. Don't blame yourself. One day when im ready I will be back. Be back to be with you. Until then I hope you will still love me. The way I love you.
Please wait for me.
Love Dougie xx.
By now tears were flowing down my face. I still will love him forever, so I will just have to wait until he is ready. And that's what I did.
I went on with life as normal, knowing that he would be back, one day.
One year on and i still haven't seen him since he left.
I sit at the park bench where Dougie and I first met. That was the day I fell in love with him. I still remember it like it was yesterday.
Flashback
I was sitting in this same seat listening to music. Next thing I know, Dougie had sat down next to me. We talked and talked, as the night when on, and i got to know him better. It was funny how when he sat down i didnt know anything about him, not even his name. But, after that night, i knew he was the one. There was just something about him that was different to any other guys.
End Flashback
"You waited" I turned around to see Dougie standing there with a smile. The same smile i could never forget, even if i wanted to. "Of course, I would never have stopped waiting" Telling him the truth, as i stood up and kissed him. For the first time in a year I felt safe and i never wanted it to leave. "Don't ever go away again" "I wont, I will always be with you"
"I love you Dougie Poynter"
"I love you too Jade Watson"
Thanks for reading, and I know, its short but please review.
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