FireFrenzy596 – here is another Amelie/Oliver oneshot for you… you ought to be loving me right now!
Um… I'm gonna take a massive guess here and say that this is a drabble?
I don't own anything!
Oliver's POV:
She is needed in my life. I cannot live another day without her. She occupies my thoughts every single day. She is mine!
Yet she doesn't see that. She thinks that Sam is for her, she thinks that she loves him so much. She is wrong. She doesn't truly love him – just speaking to her about him has revealed that much to me – she just thinks she does. She is in love with the idea of him; she thinks that because she pines for him because she sent him away, that it is automatically called love.
How wrong she is.
She knows nothing of the true heartache that love brings to you. She knows nothing of the yearning you go through everyday for the one that you love, even though they never see it. She knows nothing of heartbreak. She only thinks that she does. She thinks she loves him.
I know she doesn't.
I have loved Amelie since before I can remember. I believe I began to fall for her when I was still human… I cannot truly remember. I remember seeing her waves of golden hair and realising just how beautiful she is – she was truly beautiful to my human eyes. To my vampire eyes… she is exquisite. She has everything positive about her and I cannot think of a negative attribute because, well, there isn't one. She is perfect, divine, a true God's gift.
She is the true thing I want. She is the only thing that I want. She needs to be mine, or I think I may go crazy. There is all this talk (from Amelie) that there is a disease, but I don't believe her.
Or do I think this so that I can spend more time with her? As if I don't believe her, she has to have more meetings with me to explain why it is happening… it means I can spend more time with her. I may have to appear grudging, but I love it. I love every part of her.
She is mine.
I want her.
Yet more than that… I need her.
I cannot survive without her.
But I don't have her. Sam does. He wins. I lose.
As always.
I said, there was no real storyline, just his feelings!
Still, I'd appreciate a review & for you to check out my other stories. Or leave a review & tell me if you want me to write a specific story!
Vicky xx