Title: Costing you your only
Author: Haileyfan1
Summary: I don't really know how to summarize this one, just read and let me know what you think.! one shot…
Rating: PG13… teen, I dunno…XD
Warning: femslash
Reviews are greatly appreciated
7th floor, Room of Requirement, 7th year, Lily's regrets and Narcissa's price.
Lily:
I sit here on the edge of the bed, you're sleeping peacefully with an almost innocent smile dancing on your lips. I shudder, the warmth you provided me with through the night, now gone as a wave of cold air hits my bare back. I sigh, classes were to start soon and I don't want to leave you like this, but I have to. I am disgusted with myself, I can't bare to look in the mirror anymore and knowing that I have destroyed our love, your life, your status, knowing that I have cost you your only, I stand up, careful not to wake you. Quickly getting dressed, taking one last look at your beautiful form on the plush mattress, I leave and don't dare look back...because, I love you.
Narcissa:
I hear the door slowly creak open and shut with a snap. Opening my eyes, I saw just what I expected, reaching over I touch the empty space next to me, it's no longer warm, but cold and distant. Just like you. I knew once you came to me that you had been with him, that's the way its been lately, you run to me only after running to him. His stench still lingers on your robes, your hair, your cheek, your neck. You're ashamed, I know, people gossip, I know, you run to the familiar, the known and I know that deep down you still love me. So I accept you, despite you now wanting to be accepted by him. Running to him day after day, night after night...seldom is it my arms you crawl into anymore. You have cost me more than thought possible, my dear mum would've blasted me off the family tree years ago had it not been for Lucius constant support, cover-ups, lies. Most of all, you've cost me my heart, you're my only...and you cost me that too. Losing you little by little to the Potter brat is unbearable, though it's hard to fathom you ever being happy with him, I let you go, because I love you.