Why did you leave me?
I told you I cared for you, yet you never seemed to notice.
When you claimed to not believe me, I cut out my heart for you.
When I saw your red blood, I knew I'd love you forever.
The way it matched your hair, and the fury behind your eyes when you found a new scar.
I love those scars.
Thinking of how they made your skin no longer perfect...
Like a peach that was dropped and left with a bruise.
It's still the same though, it never changed they way it tasted, the way everyone loved you.
The way I loved you.
I remember the day you told me you fell in love, secretly hoping it was me.
Then when I saw her, and the small soul within her.
It crushed me, tightening the bolt seemed to bring down some of the pain, but in its place madness.
I loved you so much it drove me mad!
It still does.
When the little soul was born she looked nothing like you, yet in ways I couldn't bring myself to answer, she was like you in many ways.
They way you love to read, when you're focused your brows knit together.
The smile that could stop a storm in its tracks.
The laugh that sounded of tinkling bells and beauty.
All of these are what made me fall for you, little by little.
They showed in your daughter, yet they didn't shine as much as yours did.
As much as yours still does...
Always and forever I'll love you.
On our last night before you left me to work with her, I had to look in you one last time, to caress each and every part of you, your being.
Your soul was filled with love and mischief.
I couldn't find a reason why I did, but I had to, knowing I would be the only who would be able to, I kissed your soul, love, the only emotion I could, would feel was love.
You came to after I stitched you up, I stitched my initials into you, to let others know that you were always and forever mine.
We talked for a while.
Thats when it happened, all of my feelings, my darkest emotions they came out, only to fall on deaf ears.
You said you felt the same way, but it wasn't true, I could see it in your eyes, you never felt the same way.
I guess I was in heavy denial that you would lie to me.
I gave in, your kisses my drugs, your touch like fire.
It was pure magic, if only magic existed...
They way we made love, and you held me tight and we whispered sweet nothings to each other.
I remember falling asleep with nothing but my glasses, worm in your arms.
It was the first time I let my guard down.
How I loved you.
How i love you.
When I woke in the morning, you were gone, along with your items,just your shirt you wore the night before.
I was hurt, but i told myself it was nothing but magic, unreal and fun until you find out the secret.
I hated you so much after you left, destroyed everything in my path, the shirt included.
I tried to bring myself to toss it out but instead I combined it with one of mine, at least this much of us would always be together.
You were my first lover, my only lover, the one who even after all this time, I still want by my side.
Mine forever, and ever. My love, my everything.
My dearest.
So what did you think? Like it love it, hate it? let me know in the reviews :) I couldn't sleep so I wrote this instead:) Also, me (Suzann) and Jane will be doing a Kid x Soul chapter story soon! So stay on the look out for the first chapter (Jane is going to do the first chapter so when she posts it it'll be going in full swing) :)
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Till next time Suzann~