A.N: Oh, I'm so happy that I finally can get back to writing fanfics! I really missed it! This fanfic is about your lovely, Sendoh Akira! Please enjoy. And of course, reviews, critics, grammar corrections are allowed here!

~chya

HE'S GOT THE WHOLE KANAGAWA IN HIS HANDS

So here I am, again. Sitting with basketball I my hand and doing nothing. Weird… I think I'm starting to enjoy it.

Actually, I'm here to do my homework. The self-introspection-homework to be exact.

Let's see. A 16 years-old boy who got the whole world in his hands? Ergh, the world is too big; maybe the whole Kanagawa in his hands. Well, that's what the people here use to say about me. Good-looking, good-grade, and great talent in basketball. I'm not that perfect person for God's sake. I'm just a boy! Your normal everyday boy! At least, that's what I think about my self… And my grand parents—who always support and respect all of my decision, of course.

Though, I really do enjoy the fact that I'm pretty popular among the girls and maybe some boys. There are also benefits from being popular. Like when I forget to bring my lunch box, the girls will give their. Or when the winter is coming, there will be plenty of hand made scarf in my locker. And when Valentine's Day arrive, I will gain weight because I have to eat those chocolate before its melted. Since the Valentine's Day is the same day as my birthday, the chocolate and the present usually come in one pack. And hell yeah, they taste very good! :)

Wait! This isn't a self-introspection-homework!

The point is, with all of the benefits—that I really do enjoy. I don't find any happiness! Enjoy and happy is not the same thing! Or do they? Argh! You know what I mean!

Okay cool down, Akira, cool down… Maybe what I need is somebody to share something special with me, not just somebody to get me through the night. Somebody that really sweet and caring and only for me.

Where can I find love?

I know what its feel like to be a jerk. Back in Tokyo, I've been known as the cutest Casanova. I have so many exes and of course I really do liked all of them. But somehow, all of them called me the cutest Casanova because I dated other just after I broke up with another.

I like to lose my head for the right person. But I just can't find them, yet. Where will it be ended? When will that time come?

Oh well… Too many questions, so little time. What I need to do next is just sit here and doing nothing. And stop this non sense talking too. Maybe, just maybe… The next person who will pass by will be that right person. Even if I walk 50 miles, it's start from the one small step, right? So what do you think about this non sense thinking of Sendoh Akira?