Jacobs POV
Bella was the most gorgeous girl I had ever met. When I asked her to figure out who I was, I was hoping she would guess correctly. It was killing me, her not knowing. I love her, and she doesn't love me back, and it hurts. She loves the blood-sucker with all her heart, and it tears a huge hole inside me. I'm so scared that I will hurt her, every time I hear her talk about her love for the blood-sucker, I get so angry, and I feel like I will morph into a werewolf, and what happened to Sam Uley's girl will happen to Bella, and if that happened I don't know what I would do. She is so beautiful, but then again she is so cruel. I love her, and I always will. All my life I will think about her, and I never want to see her hurt. I feel like Count Paris in the story of Romeo and Juliet. I am infatuated with dear dear Bella, but she has fallen in love with her dear Edward. I don't know what to do, but be her friend, even though it is killing me.
Jacob
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